a new life

last blog entry

2006-10-24T11:59:00.000+08:00

hey all, havent post an entry since last week... have been busy with academics (i think)... anyways... ive had lotsa fun last week... with gamess... i have the new CM07 and Fifa07 too... so... yeahh... really into soccer... argh... liverpool lost to manu!!!! suxx.... summer is finally came over... she's living with the gurls upstairs... and emerald is also here for a weekk... its like reading week for her... so lucky she.. >.< xaiver came over during the weekends to play... wayne didnt though... so did august.... i cooked aunty maggie's noodles... still unable to solve her secret recipe... but ive added lotsa stuff myself and it tasted really goodd... like my friends were saying good stuff... then last week was YY and maggie's bdaes... we had a birthday party for YY and i didnt get to see may to wish her.. pity....

business challenge is coming up... and jason and i havent done much... so screwed im telling u... luckily mum is helping us... and hopefully... it'll also give us a plus point to a further reason why we should win the competition... like my mum is really good at her marketing profession...

so today's my sis bdae... happy bdae sis... its 1158pm now... and now... ill wait till its 1159pm...

waiting...
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finally... okok... so now i shall open my new blog to all... its http://turnsambleu.blogspot.com/... its not exactly completed but check it out anyways... ill start posting once ive finished setting it up... ciao...

boring saturdays no more

2006-10-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

friday wasnt much... but i know i went to buy a new traditional chinese wok... so happy... no more worrying about spilling food... or somewhat... oh... i remember... then i went for my first ballroom dance class... was really really fun... haha.... but too few ladies... so at times i was dancing solo... but i felt that i knew so much about ballroom... then went to may's house for dinner... ate spaghetti... not my fav but had alfredo sauce so not too bad.. then talk talk talk... about lotsa stuff... mostly in mandarin... then returned home at 10pm++...

saturday woke up early and went to toronto!!... wahh... super happy cause i was actually getting out of the house on a saturday.. anyways... went with MY , JM, and august... then they were like shopping mad... we had dim sum in chinatown... and sushi at pacific mall... i only went to buy presents for YY and maggie... like found what i was looking for.. so super happy... also gonna cook up a feast next week... the famous maggie(not person above) noodles of my godma... well... just not as good... so bought alot of food stuff...

sunday woke up and served mass for the first time... and had a long talk with the retired-monk allan.... then came home and tried to study... didnt do much though... so... may and YY came over to chill... then didnt do much for the rest of the day...

woke up kinda early today.... then went for psych and stats and came home... and slack... may and YY and jason are in my room now... so... gonna slack more... haha

freaking slow internet!

2006-10-13T12:35:00.000+08:00

another thursday over... glad that it passed faster than other previous thursdays...

i missed theatre lecture today.... wah... had no intention AT ALL!... i set my alarm wrongly... instead of 730am... i set it to 730pm... dumb me... well.. cause when i set it... i was super tired already... luckily i made it for psych lecture...

everything i invested on ytd for psych was put to good use today... yay... did some revision on previous lectures... so.. good good...

stats was so boring... i almost died... luckily may was there to bug me at times...

math was worst... sunnie wasnt there so i was by myself.... completely died of boredom...

the break was good... ate with bing... and the food was SOO good... had chinese... haha... and the lady was so nice to me... gave me XTRA veggies...

econs was a slaughter... i slept... didnt understand a thing he said... i had better review it later...

theatre tutorial.. today's presenters were really really good... they have set the bar high... also received my essay back... above average... soo... not too bad... and lidya... jia you!! dun give up!!...

went back to slack and played PS2... yay... i had a 4 game winning streak... i think its a new record... anyways... my winning rate was pretty high... lost only a game out of 6.. haha... yay!!

then may came over and chatted... haha... talk talk talk

went to mac for psych group meeting.. was late =P... didnt do much though...

then went to dance early to practice by myself... and we watched the dances of previous years... really cool stuff.. some were really really really modern though they were like 7 years ago... haha... lineen didnt come so vicky took over to teach them the new choreo which some of us had learnt previously... and i had the songs... so i saved the day.. yay!!...

came home and had tim hortens for dinner... worked out a little...

today it started snowing!! surprised?!?! i heard that waterloo is already snowing like mad... haha... good luck to the peeps at waterloo... time to do a lil bit of work... sleep and do more work tomorrow morning...

let songs fill my head

yay! short week for me

2006-10-12T11:50:00.000+08:00

ive had a glutton thhanksgiving... 2 thanksgiving dinners... had turkey on one night, and honey-baked ham on the second night... haha... the twins, august and emerald came over... had a blast.... ate lotsa delicious mooncake though it was on a friday night... i also went on a mega grocery shopping... bought all the food and groceries for the dinner and the week... spent soo much $$... at least ill need not worry too much on next month's rent..

so monday had no uni cause of thanksgiving... practically wasted the entire day though i did a little study here and there...

tuesday had 3 lectures and a tutorial... like was really boring.. .glad that the day ended rather early...

today i only went for stats lecture... didnt bother to go for cal tutorial cause i did some revision on it... hehe... then for econs didnt go cause the lecturer was going thru the test which ive done straight after the test that day... so today i only went to uni for an hour... anyways... made sure i utilized my time... studied psych... sadly i didnt fully utilize...

looks like tml is going to be a longgg day for me... cannot imagine how tiring it will be since ive had two days of uni which were rather easy...

ahh... its late... and tml is long...

when the last leaf falls
i want you to be my all

lost of words

2006-10-08T09:47:00.000+08:00

surprised? yup.. havent blog for a week... my mum was like... why u nv update ur blog??

this week not much happened... sunday, went to church and had the first catholic student association somewhat meeting... the meeting was cooll cause we were eating and having the meeting at the same time... though i initially thought it was not wise but it turned out so well... anyways i signed up for alter servers... what else can i do afterall...

monday... played soccer before dancing... ended up ripping my new pair of ASICS shoes... wahh... i cant believe it... so irritating... i was loving that shoes... the friction was tight... it got so bad that my sock and my skin ripped as well... for dancing... we did some nasty floorwork... i realized that as guy and a dancer... its my duty to learn to breakdance... the gurls were breaking too... i was likee... omg... i also had to clean up the floor cause the mud from my shoes ended up staining the floor... so had to take responsibility...

tuesday... i went shopping with MY and JM instead of goin for stats tutorial... i feel it was gonna be a waste of time... so didnt go...

wednesday i was so tired that after lessons i slept... i wanted to go for dancing but didnt go in the end cause i overslept... luckily it wasnt mandatory...

thursday was so crazy... had to wake up so early for lesson... after 2 lectures... i had to take my test... then had one more lecture... had a retardly disgusting lunch... then another test followed by theatre tutorial... played soccer again before dance.. this time i wore jason's shoes and made sure i didnt step into mud... when i got to the studio... lineen wasnt there and cause no one had a cd... everyone practised like once or twice then left... i stayed to practise... then lineen came.. only managed to catch kyle and josi... then we learned the new choreo to the new song.. and then vicky came... finally lineen decided to let everyone go home... and i hadnt even stayed for an hour so i danced until the next company came in to practice... then i rushed to the DeGroote Marketing Association... its some business club.. though im not in the biz faculty... i thought why not... it was interesting but cause of my long day... i was falling asleep at the end... anyways... i learnt lotsa biz stuff.... slept well that night...

friday... after lesson... went to limeridge with may and YY and J.... bought a new tie and the new FIFA07...

today... woke up late... didnt do anything useful... changed my courses for term 2.. did some psych work... then went to wendy's for dinner....

boring right?? yeahh... what to do... hopefully the next few days would be fun...

i have my recorded song already... i dun think i will post it cause its not a very spectacular song... and i duno how to either... ive had the critiques from my friends... i thot they were really useful to helping take an extra step to singing... if you want the song... bug me on msn... haha...

i saw you twice this week.... u caught my eye so quickly... i dun even know you... not even a bit... but i really want to... when will i meet you again... eye to eye... please let it happen...

trying to write my new song

this guilty week(argh!)

2006-09-30T12:32:00.000+08:00

my internet has been down for over a day... but its fixed now.. soo... yay!!

wahh... im so glad that this week is over... but so pissed... i slept at 3am twice(tue&wed) and 2am(thu).... this so screwed me up... ended up missing my first 2 lectures on thu and my only lecture on friday.... wahh... furthermore my friday class was at 1130am and i still couldnt wake up... jason was like trying to console me cause i was just lashing out discomfort.... he was like... dun worry... as long as u do well in ur results, u r find... ur parents paid for ur education, not ur lessons... and i was like... uhh..... aniwaez... ill make-up for these lectures by mugging during the weekends..

on the other hand... im glad that these lectures werent VERY important... for theatre lecture... my lecturer wasnt present and they were only showing a video clip... then in psych... nothing new was taught... and for calculus... my lecturer wasnt present either... so i guess its not that bad... i think...

wednesday night... this wasnt last minute but i worked on my essay... i had everything i wanted to mention... and ive already written the essay and all... so i gave jason to correct the essay... then we were goin thru it and i realized how much i didnt like the essay... so i did all the stuff that i corrected with jason... and read thru it again... and i felt like i didnt like the essay even MORE... so i did it again... i still didnt like the essay but it was better than the other 2... i dunno why i dun like them but i believe that its because its not convincing to me... another thing is that i had so much to write but i was only given 500 words.. no more... so i didnt like that... aniwaez... after that i ended sleeping at 3am..

thurs night... after dance at like 530pm... i had my calculus test... it was super simple... the first time... i did it with my eyes close... as in seriously... then i checked my answers and realized i had 2 wrong answers... i checked the paper like 3 times though it was so simple... but i had to kill time... like 1hour for 10 simple questions... super retarded... aniwaez... if i dun get full marks.. ill cry... after the test.. went with mattea and jason to the theatre&film society meet & greet... i was told that the dinner was free... but apparently not... had to become a member to enter... aniwaez... cause i really wanted to become a member... so i signed up and left with them... wahh... i felt really guilt for tagging my friends along... after that... 9pm.. jason and i went over to may's place... and she cooked for us dinner... or.. more like reheating leftovers... but the food was not bad... then karen oso came over... she just lives in the other house... then we talked talked talked until 130am like that... then went home...after i bathed and all... slept around 2++am...

so i over over over slept... and didnt go to schooll... it was that bad... but the temperature was also very bad... it was freezinngg... as in really... i was under my blanket FREEZING!!... then went to limeridge with may and karen... i bought a comforter so i wont feel cold no more... then i bought a new mouse... as in for the comp.... super worth it... but just found out it was a kiddy mouse... then went for the dance co. dinner... haha... i didnt know my seniors were sooo funny... i just kept laughin at the stuff they were telling me... the funny stuff of course... then i oso realized that they are super vulgar... i was like... omg omg omg... in my head when they were cursing...

so yeahh... now im home and im gonna study before i sleep..

oh... i just realized that music can tell me about a person's personality... and handwriting can tell me about the person's neatness... its really really cool... cause i created these theories myself...

who i wanna be

2006-09-27T11:06:00.000+08:00

i got a job... working for the dance company... however, im not really happy with the pay.. its like CA$150 per semester... kinda sux... but ill live with it.. for now... haha... aniwae... planning to find another job soon... so that my income per semester is higher.. heheheh... aniwae... ive got a resume that im very proud of... and here it is...

EDUCATION

Faculty of Humanities September 2006 to present

McMaster University, Hamilton, ON

McMaster Honor Award Level 2

Columbia International College January 2006 to July 2006

Ontario Secondary School Diploma
Ontario Scholar
Top Graduate in Drama

Whitley Secondary School January 2001 to December 2005

General Certificate Examination Ordinary Level

VOLUNTEER EXPERIENCE

Member, Prefectorial Board January 2004 to January 2005

Oversaw discipline of school’s student population

Assistant Band Major, School Concert Band January 2002 to January 2005

Participated in major decisions involving the school band
Delegated responsibilities to various members
Assumed authority of entire band in absence of Band Major
Coordinated band performances at nation-wide competitions improving results to obtain a silver medal at the Singapore Youth Festival

Vice- President, Holy Spirit Altar Servers (Singapore) January 1999 to December 2005

Optimized time management by coordinating the collection of funds for over forty people as the treasurer during biweekly meetings.
Promoted to perform secretarial duties by recording minutes in the bi-weekly meetings.
Spearheaded the agenda in meetings when advanced to Vice-President.

COMPUTER SKILLS

Extensive experience and proficient in the following applications:

Basic HTML Programming MS Word 2002

MS PowerPoint 2002 MS Excel 2002

Windows 98, 2000, XP Mac OS X 10.1

ACTIVITIES AND INTERESTS

Dance – performed in over 3 dance concerts
Theatrical Performance – acted in various famous plays such as Oliver: The Musical
Clarinet – Grade 8 in the Associated Board of the Royal Schools of Music
Vocals – Participated and won competitions such as the Sound of Music competition
Soccer – Participated in indoor and outdoor intramurals

haha... cool huh... ive gotta send a big thanks to jason for helping me in this resume... without his assistance i wouldnt be this good at my resume...haha...

okay... so... monday i went for the same resume workshop jason went for... and its super useful... its just really really great...i planning to apply what i learnt to apply for a job at CIC(though i hate the admin staff) and get a tutoring job... yay... then i went for gym at 8pm followed by dance... by the time i got home... my limbs were all worn out... but still i slept at 2am... haha..

today... i had my first stats tutorial(cause i skipped the last one.. oops!) but i was so bored there... i kept thinking of leaving early... cause like all the questions he went thru i knew how to do all of them... well... luckily i stayed behind cause like one of the last questions which he did, i did it wrongly... so it wasnt too bad... then in the afternoon... i went to see my theatre TA to check if my points for my essay was valid... and i also found out that she had a 2nd job + she is the president of the theatre&films society... i was like OMGGG>... furthermore she takes double major... so it was liek double the OMGGG.... ahh... wad to say... she's good...

just now while i was bathing... i was contemplating on who i wanna be and this is wad i came up with:

to be as funny as Matt LeBlanc(the dude from 'friends')
to be as hypnotising a dancer as Rain/Bi(korean pop star)
to be as fantastic a singer as Michael Buble(jazz singer)
to be as capable as my TA(from above)
to be as successful as my mom(she is really good at her job)
to be as cool (and probably hot too) as Yamashita Tomohisa(japanese pop star)
to be as famous as Justin Timberlake(born in Memphis)
to be as magical a song writer as... uhh.. i dunno...

haha... sounds like kinda lotsa stuff huh... i really wanna be all the people above...

but i guess this best person i can be is me

not as easy as it seems

2006-09-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

wahh... havent blogged for dayss... well... i guess cause these few days have been really really boring... at least nothing much has happened...

wednesday... had a gathering which consisted of most of the singaporeans in mac... so i got to know more people... yay... a hand full... we had dinner together... and it was real fun... then got to know their friends as well... like so cool... haha... my social circle is expanding automatically...

thursday was really really sick.. as in im not sick.... the schedule is sick.. had my usual timetable... and by then i was already super tired... i even fell asleep in stats lecture... practically didnt copy half of them... haha... but at least i knew wad he was teaching... all old school to me... so... not too bad... den in the late afternoon had dancing... i put everything into it... haha.. like sweat it out...

friday... was super short... after my one lecture... went downtown to do some shopping... then in the late afternoon.. went shoppin for groceries with my new singa friends... then cooked curry chicken... initially the curry, not the chicken, was super watery... then munyee and jiamin so insisted on redoing the entire dish... so did it again... well... the first time i did it was not according to any instructions but to my 'creativity'... den the second time we followed the instructions... then zhiyong and caol and cara came over for dinner... yipee... had a good long chat about school and all... then before i slept... jason and i were working on my resume... and jason was really really good at it... i guess the resume workshop he went in the afternoon really taught him lotsa stuff.. and it was a really good resume i must say... slept at 3am... haha

saturday... liverpool won totterham!!! 3-0... happy... liverpool got 6 pts this week... haha... yay!... then the entire afternoon i played PS2... wasted... then went to practice my roller-blading... still not very good at it... had to slowly peel the noodles for kway tiao... then ate and attempted on my theatre essay... wahh... im telling you... theatre is not as easy as it seems... i was practically brain-storming until i had completely no idea wad to write... i spent 1 hour trying to figure out how to start.... and i still cant make it... geez.. aniwae.. im planning to go to my TA for help... then i decided to work on the essay outline instead... i was multi-tasking... doin my outline as well as watchin jason play his new PS2 game... slept at 2am...

today i woke up and called my parents... then talk here talk there... went for mass... and blogged... wad a simple way to start the day...

im still trying to figure out my timetable... get a job... HAVE to take an extra dance class... i wanna go to the gym and workout... find time for study... so im still tryin to settle in... im intending on joining more clubs and mayb get a second job if possible... jason told me the other night when we were doin my resume that the high school and secondary experiences will become invalid when i enter second year... so im trying to do as much as i can now... haha...

okay... now its time to polish up that essay outline...

hanging loose

2006-09-20T12:04:00.000+08:00

wahh... yesterday was so crazy... had dance in the evening... furthermore it was raining... so i was completely drenched when i reached the studio.. well.. not exactly... had my water-resistant jacket so my top was still good... then danced... happily... and when i returned home... it was still raining... and it was LATE!!!... i reached home at 1130pm... if not later... so tired... budden slept at 1++am...

was late for class as usual... woke up at 8am... then came home slept on the couch... and was late for psych lecture... arghh... its becoming a habit... den got home... slacked for awhile and went for the psych experiment that i registered for.. skipped my first stats tutorial for the experiment.. cause there was money to earn... in the end earned $6... =(

well... finally met up with mattea... then had lunch together at her rez... watching comedy... so funnyy... then slacked over at her room... she showed me a cool show on an america talent competition... then met her roommate peiying... from taipei.. but has a canadian accent... haha.. then i left for canadian tire all the way at centre mall to get my closet organizer product... haha... and its already installed in my closet... yay!!... came home had dinner... and played PS2... didnt win a game though... haha.. wadeva..

okok... sleep time

first dance meeting/practice

2006-09-18T12:25:00.000+08:00

wahh... drank again on friday night... had 3 shots vodka + a bottle of... uhh... i forgot wad its called... but yeah... wahh... then i slept really late at night... the both times august came over... both times i drank... haha... at least im not goin to pubs to drink... well... actually i had a cup of alcohol mixed with ice lemon tea or sth when i went to play pool with nic... like cara didnt want the drink no more... so i finished it for her... haha... and im underage la... luckily i wasnt caught...

aniwae...

i did lotsa work on saturday... like all the math questions from both calculus and stats... its super crazy cause there's like this whole long list of them... but i finished them so... shiok shiok...

then tis morning read thru "a doll's house".. some european play... but its really really cool cause its actually a very simple script to read but its so in depth about feminism... reality... then i had a nap at noon... then went to play soccer at mcmaster... wahh... lost 3 games and won 1... haix... but i scored good goals and had lotsa chances... so... happy happy... but i really wanna play soccer now!!!...

then i went for dance... like super interesting... the director dave started off with a little briefing... and all... then lineen, the cheographer, taught us some dance moves... then dave wanted us to adjust the dance... like put in some of our own moves an MUST reorganize the dance... so it was like CRAZY!!... initially i missed what he said... and started off with LOADS of mistakes... like the whole dance... wahh... kinda embarassed... but i tried... then we had to do a pair dance... haha.. it was quite cool cause i did it with a girl whom i found pretty attractive... yeah... got to know her a little bit.. but it seemed that she didnt have interest in me.. so boo-hoo... just gimme some time.. haha..

yeah... then had dinner really really late... at 9pm++... wahh... and i hadnt eaten since 11am.. so i was super duper hungry... had spaghetti... im starting to realize that pasta is good... but with alfredo sauce ONLY... if u dunno what alfredo sauce is... its the white coloured clam-like sauce... super nice... sorry but im kinda anti-tomato... den jason also baked an apple pie... i liked the stuffings but the crust didnt taste really yummyy... oh well... it was good still...

okok.. im gonna bed now...

oh btw.. please take note that the time of my blog entries are all 12 hours ahead of schedule.. dun ask me why its like that... i dunno either... but if anyone can help... please tag me.. thanks

tight thursday

2006-09-15T11:21:00.000+08:00

wahh... today has been a real struggle... ive had 4 lectures in a row... and a total of 5 lectures today... ending with 1 tutorial... how boring can that be... super!!.... wahh... and today i was late for drama(the first lecture) and econs (lecture after break) lectures... geez... i really have to kick the bad habit of being late... like its just getting from bad to worse... i guess sunghun is right...

yay!.. i finally got a network cable to stop the unstable internet connection that occurs everyday in my room... actually just the past week... ive had no wireless internet connection... so that kinda sux... and my previous network cable wasnt long enough to reach my room... so now im glad!!

today i cooked my grandma's secret fried rice recipe... my friends say its good... i dun think i cooked enough and i kinda cooked late today... so i ended up not goin to the dodgeball intramurals... suppose to meet jason... but wanhan and i stayed home in the end... haha... sorry jason... but yeah... the fried rice was good... i just need the skill to bring out the aroma more and the taste too...

finally tml is friday... one lecture, one hour... and ill be done... and my friends are coming over... yay!!

with energy, with style, with confidence

2006-09-14T12:57:00.000+08:00

YAY!! ive got into mac dance company... wahahaha... im so excited... with all the shirts and the future performances and all.. its such a priviledge...

but im still quite curious why ive been chosen out of the soo many talented dancers... i must say that my solo performance was the shortest compared to the rest... yeah... so i think ive had lady luck with me... like i also screwed up the routine on the first time... and i didnt exactly nail the second time too... furthermore... i so thought that i wouldnt get to do it a second time cause we only did the routine the second time at the end of the call-backs and we learnt the routine in the beginning...

yeah... so im very grateful to God.. wah... i was like praying so hard that i would nail my dances... like i was actually praying in the studio... like soo hard... yeahh.... so that was like my pillar of confidence... yeah.... wahh...

there were 3 guys including myself auditioning... and i knew 1 of the guys werent as good as i was but the other was just fantastic with the routine... but when it came to his solo dance... i thought it was really messy.... couldnt figure out how he was dancing...

my solo dance was so cut&paste from music videos but of course i innovated on them... and i did this 'on-the-floor hip roll' from ciara's new music video 'get up'... then everyone there was stunned.... i guess they expected a gurl to do it instead... i dunno... im sure i saw the guy behind ciara doing it in the music video... so yeah... then the VP of the company gave comments about the movement at the end of the call-back... i was like 'okay....'... yeah...

there was also this gurl who was quite cute and i thot she danced pretty well.... she's like chinese but with blond and black hair... like avril lavigne's... she's pretty eye-catching =P

well... nothing much during the past few days... ive just been tryin to adapt to my timetable... ive been late many times already... yeah... practically all my lectures... haha...

oh... and im proud to say that ive made 2 new friends... one's a china... and the other is from missisauga and is indian... and mattias is also in mac!!... yay.... at least mac wont be a boring place... plus with more friends to be made.... im sure that mac is gonna be a great experience...

yay! got into call-backs

2006-09-11T02:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday... i woke up early again cause of the liverpool vs everton match... otherwise known as the rivalry match... wahh... super not happy... liverpool lost 0-3.... gosh... not good at all... then in the late afternoon was the dance auditions.... though i left pretty early... i could nt find the building and all so once i got there i was late... but they were cool...

there was this briefing about the expectations of the dance club and all... and the expectations of the auditions... then we got down to dancing... we did 2 different routines by 2 different current members of the club... the routines werent very difficult... but i dunno why i didnt have enough feel and expression into the dance... alll i know my energy level was there... didnt have the style...

then they said that they would announce the nams of the people who will make it thru into the next round on the phone 45 mins later... so i got back and chilled at munyee's room for awhile... then gave the given number a call... and yay....i made it...

but... this time its gonna be much more difficult.... its like we have to cheograph our own routine. and we will be judged by 3 professional dancers... alamak... i never cheograph b4... so its gonna be a challenge...

today went for mass... den... did groceries shopping.... and came home and slack... got some work to do actually.. and i had better start on my dance routine..

google box friday

2006-09-09T12:41:00.000+08:00

this morning i woke up really really early because of sth that i wouldnt mention because it would only embarass me... so yeah... then after that i couldnt sleep no more... den i cooked myself a beautiful breakfast cum lunch... its not brunch cause i ate really early... yeah... so... i went to school in the late morning... i had only one lecture... after that... went downtown to draw $$$ and buy some stuff... then i returned home to repay the debts... so now... ive cleared all my debts.. yay...

was suppose to go to mac gym with jason... but it was like super hot and all... so ended up staying in for the rest of the day... like really didnt do anything else except watching comedy... i was like super desperate looking for comedies to watch... i had good laughs... but had too much of tv... didnt stop till like 1/2 an hour ago... a lil dissapointed that i wasted all my time today...

hopefully i can go to the gym tomorrow morning... and tomorrow is oso the dance auditions for the mac dance team... soo... please pray for me... hopefully ill find better stuff to do tomorrow...

oh yeah... and im already working on another song...

first day at university

2006-09-08T09:49:00.000+08:00

phew... finally thursday is coming to an end... i barely enjoyed today... like some lectures were kinda boring... and sadlyy... i didnt make any new friends... well... not yet... but im sure to have new frenz sooner or later... like all my other housemates have made frenz already.... wahh... sometimes i envy others cause of their quick ability to make friends... not that im not friendly or any sort... but its not in my nature to make friends in a click of my fingers... and usually... i dun make the first stepp... haha... soo... yeah... =/

today i woke up at 7am in the morning to prepare for my early day at school... i had to wait close to 30mins just to use the toilet... and by the time i bathed and all it was already 745am... i had to cok breakfast and all... i had it simple... eggs lettuce and bread... the eggs tasted SOO delicious... and my sunny-side up egg is SUCCEsSFUL!!... yay!!!.. but ive gotta practice a few more times to get it perfecto... den like by the time i got to lecture... i was 5mins late... i couldnt find my way round soo... i guess on the first day of school its okay.. there were people who were 20mins late... its like omgg... but... apparently... i should expect more of that... i even saw people leaving in the middle of lectures... the best part of it is that the lecturers dun care... i guess that's how its like when u become an adult... independence... so yeah... i started off with theatre lecture... and my lecturer is this angmo lady... and she was okay... i think she was funny at times... but okay...

next up was psychology lecture... and my lecturer... well... not exactly lecturer... more of teacher's assistant... she's this super hot chick... like reallyy... she looked hongkonger and she sounded hongkong too... and she's not exaclty hot... more of cute... yeah... but.... i saw something that was quite unsightly... okay... firstly... i wanna say that i had no intention or wadsoever of the event happeningg... it was ALL by accident... so... she lifted up her arm right... and i saw armpit hair... and i was like.... urgh.... definitely someone who doesnt maintain herself very well... but nevertheless... she is hot and cute... she said that she was a 4th year student... so yeah... she's pretty young...

next was stats lecture... wahh... it was so boring la... i was falling asleep... the prof was so boring... i mean its not that his teaching method wasnt good or anything like that... he was just boringg.... then there was this guy sitting in front of me... not directly in front of me but in front of me... that guy is some math freak... he was like sooo doing sudoku right in front of my eyes... and he was at p31... i remembered it soo clearly.... its like he's done 30 puzzles already.... woah... scaryy...

the last lecture before my lunch break was math... wahh... this time... there were loads of people.... but the lecture was also boring... i was falling asleep again... as in seriouslyy... and if i wasnt... i was just bored... he was this indian guy... but he's kinda cool... he's this prof who wears slippers while teachingg... and he's short too.. like he had problems pulling down and lifting up the sliding chalk boards.. he was doin revision on derivatives... and though i had forgotten some of it... once it striked my head... i was falling asleep... and it was kinda hot... esp. with the full lecture hall....

i got home for lunch... had simple sausages with bread.... everyone seemed happy... im always happy... so it doesnt make much of a diff...

and the last lecture of my day was econs... okay... though jason(who's in the same class as me) and i left early for the lecture... he rode the bike and i walked... so obviously he'd get there first... and this is how i got late... you see... i was heading towards the correct building where my lecture was goin to be held... but... the entrance stated something like faculty of the science... so i thought i was heading towards the wrong building... and i went in serach of the 'correct buildingg'... luckily... jason gave me a call and told me i was at the right building after explaining the situation to him... so... and that's how i was 5mins late... but im glad i came late... in fact.... i should have gone later... this econs lecturer was also indian... though i must say he's quite funny... but... he was like bull-shiting all the way... like making no sense at all... i was totally bored to death... and i almost fell asleep once again...

got home at once... went for grocery and did some tidying up of the house again... im practically disposing the rubbish everyday... watched comedy and had dinner den played a lil PS2 ... but mostly i was watching...

okay... my house manager(not landlord)... gave me a contract... telling me about some agreements and rules and all... like to me it was totally useless la... ive been doing the dishes every single day... helping everyone clean up... i dispose the rubbish myself... i clean up the house and all... and the contract says everyone will have to do their share... its like... bullshit la... i mean the paying of rent and utilities and all are valid la... but when it comes down to this kind of responsibility.. no one does it... so i have to do it in the end... and even if i ask them to do the washing up... they dun do it whole-heartedly la... its like they only do dishes but not the pots and pans... wahh... really dudiao...

i know why i have pimpless... muahahaha

2006-09-07T10:06:00.000+08:00

i just came to a reasonable understanding of myu pimpless.. haha... i just discovered that most of my pimples 10% are on the right side of my face... its cause of my right brain(left-handed) that's causing itt.. the excess thinking is pimpling my face.... im getting worried over stuff... like my furniture, being able to rollerblade to school, going to university and making friends, being a lil worried about the habits of my housemates, and the unforgettable hatred... these sums up my pimples... and on the left side of my face... its wear the future thinking comes in... like wad i wanna do in the future... over working my creativeness(esp. on songs)... trying to be natural and sexy when i sing(during recordingg)... so all these are really really annoyingg... and therefore... i must find a way to calm myself down... which i dunno how to... now this is really killing me... even the way im gonna dress up to go to university and how other people will think of me is at the back of my head... i really dunno how to chill... i might be cool(as in calm) and all but my brain isnt... should i do tai-chi??... wahh... suggestions anyone??

todayi got to meet nicole's super life long friend, melissa, who goes to mcmaster too... she is doing her second year but she's already taking year three courses... so its like a mixture of both 2nd year and 3rd year courses... she's soooo smart... and she's planning to graduate the following year... i was like thinking 'OMG!' she has only done 1 year and she's planning to graduate in 2 years time... that's like getting a degree winthin 3 years... if u hadnt know, a degree would take 4 years...

tomorrow.... a new chapter begins, a new adventure embarks, and university starts...

grocery&furniture shopping+cooking+building+cleaning up=independence

2006-09-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

wahh.. this morning i woke up to find the toilet bowl choked up... that's not the worst part... it was choked up with SHIT... *vomit*... it sucked so badly la... now jason is trying to plumb it... but it doesnt seem to be workingg... sad... cause of the choked bowl i had to go to the petrol station just across my house to shit la... wah lao... very jialat... and we are still in search of the culprit... ohh... jason just announced that the toilet is workingg... YEAH!!... but the smell is just exhilarating... i can smell it from my room... haha.... luckily we have an air freshner... now jason is just going around the house spraying the air freshner... haha...

i got some of my stuff today... half of the load off my shoulders... i bought a pair of first-hand rollerblades at $30... how cheap is that... its even cheaper than the second-hand oness... yay... im so proud of myself... den i got a new study desk... its like $90 and its smaller and more expensive than my other housemates... cause their tables are all the same... mine's an exception... haixx... still looking for that cheap drawer... for my clothess... i have something in mind but i just cant find it... dun even know if ikea has them... but anywayss... i could always return to singapore to get a new pair... oh yeah.. and the curtains for my new window is up... well... its not exactly curtainss... its binderss... but i guess as long as i have my privacy then that's okay... and its cheap too... below $10.... but super duper longg... longer than my windoww... haha....

all is well.. the twins and august left today... tml is my clubfest... i would also have to put up my table tml... and shopping for school at dollarama... ive bought my university books which cost a BOMB... i think $300 in total... and i still have to pay wanhan for the LARGE sum of money i owe him... bed, utilities, rent and all... i also have to get my new number for my new SIM card... and i just cant wait for school to start!!... i mean unversity... feels so excitingg... but im cooll... oh jeez... and i dun have enough socks as well... need to get a few to last me thru the next few weeks before i return to singapore for a special dayy... hmm...

and i realized that ive been doin a lot of cookingg... trying to improve my cooking skills.. and of course expand the number of recipes in my head...

back in canada

2006-09-04T11:06:00.000+08:00

ive arrived safely in canada.. yuupp.. and im in my new run-downed house.... my room is super duper dusty and badly organized in terms of design... haix... den the window honeycomb is also spoiled... have to get someone to repair it for mee... glad that my room is cleaner than my frenz rooms... and we have lotsa guests in this house... like my frenz who are goin to UTM and UTSC are here to partY! we've had like somewhat-like-vodka drinks for the past 2 nights... but there are no more... =[ ... sad.. but its alright... ive had my share... im still shopping for my furniture... and still looking for ways to improve my room... i need a cupboard with drawers and i need a STUDY DESKK!!... wahh... so much to do... furthermore university is starting so soon... if i dun do it early enough... den got no more time... so super jialat....

i oso returned to see my frenz who are still in cic... they are okay but of course there are the never-ending conflicts... but since im not in there no more.... so wad the heck.... and i was hoping for new students cum chio bu... but didnt get to see no girls yet... haixxx... but still keeping my hopes high... haha...

i just finished my new song!! yeah... err... but ive got to brush up things and get opinions from my frenzz... so get ready for it... i think its goin to be called 'she took your place'... well... somewhere along that line...

okok... im gonna jam on jason's guitar as much as i can...

finished recording another song

2006-08-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

yeah!! today i finished my part for one of the christmas songs from my album to be :))

happy happyy... expect more though.. haha..

my new webpage with self-composed songs

2006-08-30T23:34:00.000+08:00

i'd like to announce that i have another webpage(rather a blog) that would feature all my self-composed songs and songs that i have recorded.

currently its empty but do expect entries to be flooding in soon, i hope.

enjoy ;]

3 days left...

2006-08-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

okay guys... if i told u that i was leaving on the 1st of sept at 11pm... its gonna be 11am... sorry... i didnt know it was like that either... haha...

today was the very first time i did recording... as in record a song... well... i sang 'the way you look tonight'... jazz song... it's gonna take like a week before the song is ready to be played... im really excited actually... i thought the guy would be able to finish it by today... haixx... sad... so if u wanna listen(hopefully)... tag me and ill send it to you when its done... ive gotta do more recording tomorrow cause my siblings and i are gonna produce a mini christmas album with 3 songs... so that's that...

later~

flying off soon.. boohoo...

2006-08-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

lalala... been downloading some songs recently... and new songs that comes from the back of my head are ringing in my ears... for some dumb reason... im trying to compose 3 songs at once... haha.. so weird huh... 2 lyrical songs and 1 instrumental... and guess wad.. the instrumental piece is for the piano... or at least ive been composing the piece for the piano... like all in my head... hardly wrote anything down... then there was this song that i composed in my head when i was with nigel... like almost the entire afternoon till i got home... den i dunno for some retard reason... i forgot the whole song when i returned from gramps... wah... i wanted to cry... as in seriously cry... wahh... so like ive been trying to compose other songs to console myself...

saturday... i had a super enjoyable time... it was my last tap class before i returned so i said my good-byes to people... den in the afternoon... met up with shaun W and milli... with some of their other friends... like got to know a whole bunch of them... then for the first time i got to met the KING of witty kingdom... ANDRE... *clap clap clap*... he was really funny and corny with his jokes... then we went to suntec to watch electrico.. ive heard so much bout them... and it was my first time seeing them perform live and first time listening to their song... in the evening was the band farewell night... it was cool... like nothing much... was trying very much to socialize... anyways... managed to... haha... there was this girl like wanna kinda talk to me... she tried to start the convo by borrowing my shades... didnt take much notice though =P... my focus was somewhere else... really sorry girl... didnt mean to if you are reading this... then sunghun stayed over my place... we had our talks..

sunday... i woke up late for mass... got home like 1115am... had to pack... then sung just woke up and was like doing his work.... he needed to finish hus assignment to do his test.. .den today he ended up not going to school...aniwae... ytd.. . in the afternoon... nigel n i went to seragoon gardens to makan and check the opposite gender out... spendid food... cute chics.... just wad nigel needed to escape reality... haha... then after our 2-hour lunch... we played lan... and the usual hang out at our bus stop to end the outing... it was cool...

today... went to iris' house to practice singing for tomorrow's recording.. looks like im ready... back to my sketchbook for music...

Am I Right or Left Brained?

2006-08-23T19:43:00.000+08:00

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

my first lesson to becoming a gentleman... sort of..

2006-08-22T22:32:00.000+08:00

im glad that i didnt bore myself today... woke up rather early... arnd 9am... den was like lazyin in bed for a REALLY long time.. got up and finally decided that it was time to jog... keep myself in shape.. so i left the house arnd 1015am and jogged to bishan park, arnd it... den did a sad no. of 2 pull-ups... my standing broad jump was pathetic... 200cm...wahh... i jumped like 3-5 times to get there la... den i chiong my sit-ups... knew i did a good number of it... so happy.. got home.. and was super tired... not as fit as before... haix... den played computer again... for hours...

after dinner... i went dancing!!... wahh... super shiok... budden sometimes i couldnt produce the entire number... dunno why... mayb cause of the fatigue in the morning...dunno la... i lacked a lot of concentration... but i managed to pull it off... den after that.. i was talking to marie(japanese i think)... she's been dancing in the same class as me for 5 years now... pretty long... den she was giving me compliments... haha... i was kinda blushing and all...den i didnt say anything bout her la... after she left... patrick kinda overheard and started to lecture me... wah lao... super paiseh... he said i should have return the favour... like compliment her as well... wah... not only is he a dance teacher but a gentleman teacher.. haha..

den on the way home... i was really giving a lot of thought bout wad patrick said... it really strucked me that i had never actually praise the person in return... and i felt a lil ashamed of it.. i mean.. i try becoming a gentleman thru the way i dress and my habits... but i realize that this is JUST not enough... my personality has to change TOO!!!... haix... from today onwards...

i swear upon this blog that i will change my personality to become a better man!!!

returning to a rather boring week

2006-08-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

wah... friday night's festspiel... haixx.. i dunno wad to say... all i can say was good try... well... like after festspiel.. a group of us went out for supper... den shuying was kinda complaining to me about how horrible the band sounded... den after that sung hun also complain... haha... i oso complain... but seriously... if the band members are reading this... you guys better pull up all of ur socks... way up high... esp. if u guys wanna get a gold for SYF next year...

saturday... i did the usual morning proceedings... den in the afternoon... i was practically at my com the whole time... den late afternoon... i went to shower and prepare for the gathering with the ex-seniors from band... well... at least my batch only... den sung hun was complaining how late we were gonna be... haha... i was 'relax la'... AND in the end... we were the earliest... and on time... haha... den i thot we were like gonna go to some good restaurant to eat cause i was so dressed for that... well... kinda... then we ended up goin to marina bay to eat steamboat... haha... but i didnt regret... the food was super duper delicious... oh yeah... den we were also given this box of LIVE prawns... den we were like checkin if they were really real... so i took one prawn, dip it inside hot water, and placed it back into the box of live prawns... den one of the prawns leaped out of the box... gave sunghun and i a scare... haha... it was super funnyy... den awhile later... another prawn leaped out again... and sunghun's reaction was just hilarious... haha... but it was real fun... i just kept cookin for everyone... wahh... i think i can become a chef if i could use the steamboat to cook for others... haha... den we went to this ulu place in town to play lan... like there was a string of lan shops along the street.. den like the first shop we went to was full... den there was like exactly 4 computers left in the second shop... but the games available sucked la... aniwae... we played doTa... geraldine, suling, sunghun and i... wahh... i was teaching geraldine cause she didnt exactly know how to play... i was soo handicapped... they just kept killing both of us... haha... but at least geraldine had a kill... so hopefully that didnt bore her... well... in the end... i guess the game did bore her still... den went home...

this morning... like woke up super early to go for mass... den came home and slacked all the way... until now still slacking...

well... this coming week is going to be dead bore for me.. hopefully i can fill my schedule such that it turn out to be an interesting week instead... hopefully...

experienced two more days of exhaustion... but it was still lotsa funn!!

2006-08-18T12:35:00.000+08:00

on wednesday, i went out with zhiyong and emerald(who came from malaysia, zy's cousin)... and i was on time!!.. yeah!!... den we had super expensive ramen which i really regretted eating... it cost me $10 bucks!!.. ouch... to me it should have cost like at the most $5... ahh.. but wadeva... den we went to citylink and suntec... and we LOOKED around... window shopped.. look look look... and i didnt buy anything... den i decided to go to raffles city to get the hat that ive been longing to have... emerald wanted to get a converse pair of shoes... so i brought her to heeron... but apparently.. she felt that the shop had limited goods... -.- ... okay.. at least i tried... den we decided to take a break after going to SOO many places.. had fracpucino vanilla... non-coffee!!... haha.. .i just found out that fracpucino blended and tea has no coffee... absolutely none.. haha... im soo glad... den we left for our homes...

yesterday... i woke up early to go to school and claim the tickets that i needed for my friends from juanna... when i saw the principal... she looked kinda dissapointed.. oh well... den after that... i went to bishan to meet up with emerald... wah... she was late... and i wasnt... haha... and we set off for yio chu kang mrt... den we waited and waited and waited... finally... xaiver, august and summer arrived... didnt see wayne... according to xaiver he went to fix his specs... den we went to grassroots clubs to play bowling... i played 2 games... surprisingly... my first was better than my second... haha... den left for woodlands mrt cum northpoint to eat at seoul garden.. i thot it was a lil weird... cause its like go ALL the way there just to eat korean bbq.. haha... aniwae... before lunch... emerald's slipper broke... haha... luckily there was a pasamalam(dunno how to spell but it means night market) close by... so we went to check it out... she got a new pair of slippers and i got a new shirt... its a heineken shirt... haha... and i dun even drink beer... lunch was good.. i had lotsa to eat... lotsa meat... i didnt even have appetite for deserts... damn... oh... den wayne came back to meet us for lunch... since emerald had to go to catch her flight.. so we all decided to be good frenz and sent her off at bishan mrt... den we went to lido to catch 'my super ex-girlfriend'... budden had to wait for an hour for the movie... so in the meantime... i brought them to far east plaza... and we window shopped... before we left... i bought this super sexy sunglasses... they were cheap... affordable... unlike others i saw on my other days of shopping... den we went to watch the movie... wahh... the movie was super super hilarious... funny funny funnyy... i was like laughin alll the way... a must-see.. after the movie went to GEYLANG to have dinner... cause apparently the food there is super delicious... we had a simple meal but it was good... den we walked around geylang looking for where the prostitutes are... haha... then according to august... the even numbered streets are where the prostitutes are and the odd numbered streets are where the food places are... cause its like the rest of us dunno so we started walking around lor.. follow the leader... but we couldnt find any prostitutes... but we noticed more prostitute-like women in the odd streets than the even streets... haha.. dunno dunno... so after an unsuccessful real-life documentary on prostitutes... we all went home...

wahh.. ive had 4 days straight of shopping... im so glad to take friday off... aniwae.. tonight is my band concert... so to all whitley band members: GAMBATTE!!!

woahoo!! another fun day out!!

2006-08-16T00:21:00.000+08:00

i shagged... today woke up early(1130am)to go for mass at novena... i was almost late la... haha... thanks to my grandfather... i made it!!..

den came back for lunch... yummy char sao sao rou fann... ze best!!.. with super spicy chilli to kill the tastes buds... mmmm...

left the house to meet up with nicky siew... went to shop in orchard... wahh.. we walked from far east to cineleisure to heeron to plaza sing... that's alot of walking... but of course we had funn... lotsa talk along the way... den played pool with her... wah.. i almost lost la... super mah loo... the game ended in a draw... wahhahaha... =(

den we took a bus back... apparently nicole fell asleepp... i didnt even know la... haha... den we went home...

got home and had claypot rice for dinner... yummy... home-made..

the washing machine brokedown... so i had to manually wash the clothes whle my parent went shoppin for a new washing machine... wah... my hands were super tired after that la... oso had to settle my damaged luagage...

suddenly... sunghun gave me an urgent ring bout the ticket sales for festspiel... apparently it was really horrible... so like currently ive been tryin to convince people to go... YAY!!.. ive already managed to get like around 5 people... and they are helpin me get more people... wah... im super LUCKY!!

now back to business...

today is currently ranked as the most useful day of my life

2006-08-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

wah... today was shiok shiok.. woke up late as usual... den slacked till music teacher came to give singing lessons... after that... i quickly took a shower to go downtown to meet someone special... ended up being late as usual... but she met me even later.. .haha... okok.. that special someone is.... KYMBERLYY!!!.... haha... den we went to cafe cartel to have the longest dinner i had since i returned... we were like there for 2 whole hours... just talking bout our hair, life after Os, fellow friends...

den after dinner... we went scouting for kym's friend's bdae present... so like after searching for an hour... we finally found her something quite blinky... in the process... we continued talkin...

though it might sound super simple... but i really enjoyed it... really really... she was oso so sweet... she got me chocolate!!.. the comical part is that she said she'd help me keep the chocolate until we depart... and i forgot to take the chocolate back... haha...

ytd... didnt do much... went to play soccer in the afternoon... den in the evening watched the triumph match of liverpool over chealsea in the community shield match... hahah.... soo funn!!

a boring friday

2006-08-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

woke up late today... well... i guess not that late... den slack in front of the television till 12 plus... left house to toa payoh central and meet up with yvonne to get band tickets... den had bread talk for brunch..

came home and slack... thought that there would be dancing today.. my dreams were dashed... wah.. den really nothing to do... so play com lor... haha... wad else can i do...

wah... i dunno whether i m really interested in anime anymore... i prefer dramas now... haha... wanna be somewhere there one day...

tennis.. and some aches

2006-08-10T21:52:00.000+08:00

a stretch with an ache... woke up this morning late... was suppose to go to the clinic early... by myself.. ended up having my mum fetch me around... then took my blood test... rushed off to faber gardens to play tennis... was suppose to be there by like 930am... however.. i was late by an hour... haha... wad to do.. the clinic had many patients... i wasnt on my top form for tennis either... the strains from the physical tuesday was still embedded in my body... furthermore... the vein on my left hand which blood was taken from was placing the extra burden on my arm everytime i hit the ball... if u didnt know.. im left-handed...

i played with my frenz and my sis... but the main event was with my sis.. i had some good balls and bad ones... but i think i had more good ones.. so technically speaking... i won my sis... but i dunno why she keeps counting the last ball which was my bad... den she keeps sayin that she's better than me... hmph..

we were suppose to be home by like 1145am but got home at 1210pm... suppose to have lunch with aunty dorothy... my aunt from canada.. at 1230pm... haha... so we were very late.. but not too bad... we went to a japanese restaurant... not very cheap id say but okay.. had yummy unagi... but it felt like i had so little to eat... i waited for like 20-30mins for my food and i finished it in 10mins... haha...

on the way.. i fell asleep... and continued to sleep when i reached home... it was soo hot... den when i woke up... my sis was using my com... rawk!!... nv ask permission... ahh... but wadeva... started on this super duper nice jap drama called kurosagi... haha... i fully reccommend...

and i cooked today... chicken drumsticks and wings... haha... i didnt know i had talent in cooking.. my cookin wasnt that bad... one was burnt and another not fully cooked... but the rest were good... even my siblings were fighting over the chicken.. hahaha...

well... i finished watchin the two subbed episodes of the drama... and the rest is not out yet!!... sianzz...

haaaaaa.... wad to do now??... hmm... fifa manager...

WOOHH!!! HAPPy bDae Singapore!! RAWK!!

2006-08-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

oops!! havent been blogging for awhile... aniwae.. hmm...

last week didnt do much... but on friday... went SAJC dance concert... wahh... the atmosphere was shiok... the dancers were not too bad though there were not a lot of coordination... that day was crazy... it was held at the esplanade.. and i had to buy the flowers... so i was like carryin 14 individual flowers in a big red plastic bag from thomson to esplanade.. the dumbest thing was that i was only giving away 3.. dinner first with my sis, nigel and mon... den mon was like complainin how retarded it looked carryin so many roses in the bag... haha.. she got kinda frustrated though... after the concert... went to the backstage to look for nicole, farah and veekay... wah... had to wait for awhile.. but it was worth it... haha... was like given huggies and all... oops!.. den nigel's mom sent my sis and i home...

saturday.. went dancing first den met up with geraldine and sung... we went to school!!... hen met half of the band cause the other half was missing... the band like sooo shrunk... depressed.. wah.. i got quite pissed when i saw the sec1s... they went out to practice but ended up playin the fool... well... didnt stay long cause sung and i went to queenstown... sung was lookin for shoes... he found a few pairs but didnt buy any in the end... returned home to take care of my bro cause he was sick.. sung oso stayed over for the night...

sunday woke up damn early for mass... went with my family... sung was still asleep.. haha... after mass... i went back to sleepp... den woke up for lunch... super shiok.. mum cooked prawn noodles... with CHILLI!!... wahh!!.. superb!... den sung for tuition... the rest of the day i just slack...

monday... i oso slacked haha... i know.. im boring...no wait... i tried fixing the router cause i received a new one on the same day... well.. i got damn fed up cause i did the process like 10 times and still couldnt connect to the internet.. so i was like wadeva... and watched tv till my mum fixed it... haha..

tuesday.. ytd... woke up damn early to go school... but had prata first with sung... den when we got to school... we were fightin with the security guard la... he like so didnt want us to enter school... but we won... den i went to see my sec4 teachers... didnt find 2 though... den collected my O lvl cert... wah.. i was so proud of myself.. =D... den was like lingerin around... saw some juniors and friends... den spoke to joe... after that.. went to sung's house and played tennis... sung said i didnt improve much... wah... damn sad... since ive been practicing for months in canada.. after bath... watched anime and fell asleep.. but the anime wasnt boring... just fell asleep... was suppose to stay for dinner... but sung's mum had to run an errant... so nvm... went macs and rushed for dance... wah... super suay... i took the wrong bus and got myself to queenstown.. once i got to queenstown... i took a taxi to dance... luckily i wasnt very late... haha.. wah... dance oso dance until shiok... den watched the NUS alumni dance.. the dance was not bad.. i enjoyed it... they are having a concert... wish i had some tickets... but apparently sold out... when i was on the way home... like the buses i wanted to get on were full... so like after 30mins.. i made sure i squeezed myself into a bus... wah... den the worst thing was that there was this indian man leanin on me... okay la... it wasnt that bad... but the worst thing was that his hair was all over my FACE!!... super pissed... though i moved and figitted... he just didnt get it... when more passengers got off the bus... i made sure i moved to the back and quick... tryin to get myself away from that indian guy... i think he was gay.. EEKS!!.. den got home and gave myself a thorough bath before hitting the sack...

this morning was suppose to go for morning mass and den treetop walk but it was raining.. according to my parents... so slept in till round 10am... decided to go for novena den have lunch at wee nam kee chicken rice... before we left... played a lil bit of monopoly... there was no novena service in the end cause of the public holiday... so lunched and den went to queenstown to get me a new pair of sports shoes... fell asleep along the way... furthermore... my sis was having some kind of B.F.... if u know wad i mean.. after lookin around queenstown for one and a half hours... found an ASICS pair... haha... den my sis got converse snickers.. my bro bought a pair of keeper's gloves and dad got shoelaces... on the way home.. went to pump petrol and mum got a new iron... so everyone had a new present... haha... den continued to play monopoly once we got back.. my bro was so not happy cause i wanted to buy this certain property from him and he didnt wanna sell.. so i upgraded the rest of my property till i reached hotel... den when he hit my hotel... he lost and started crying... haixx... wad a sore loser.. sometimes we win sometimes we lose... but should never cry when we lose... that's wad i believe... unless there's some cheating goin on... my sis was watching dragon zakura... hope she's enjoyin the drama...

HAPPY BDAE SINGAPORE... though i must say that im not a very enthusiastic singaporean but i guess everyone has to receive bdae wishes... so i wish singapore peace and security... haha... cheers!!

feeling like sh*t

2006-07-29T15:10:00.000+08:00

bluuueeeeaaaaaahhhh................... wah... feel like vomiting alll the flu that is clogged up in my body.. i dun think im getting better... argh!!.. this whole week has bored me... i just came back and i have to fight with this virus already...

yesterday... had sore throat and flu... super jialat... i coughed and i coughed and i coughed... non-stop... i just rot in front of my com... den shaun called me out... wah... i wanted to go... but still sick... i told him... sad... super... haix... no choice... den went to teacher's estate for dinner... wah.. the food was good.. got home and watched 'march of the penguins' it was nice... but i fell asleep while watching it... haha... den like half an hour into the show... i decided to hit the slack...

this morning... i woke up early... had 10 hours of rest... still wasnt feeling good... took my time to prepare for Novena... den my bro.. in the toilet for sooo lonng... in the end... was late for novena when we could have gone there early for once.. haha... aniwaez.. after novena.. went for dance.. saw Ms susan... with her ever-changing hairstyle... haha... den saw FarAHH!.. haha.. wahh... super styled... with all the 'branded' stuff... wasnt feeling too good after dance... met up with nigel to play lan... sorry bro if i interferred with ur plans for today... we played serious sam and were we hell serious... haha... there was this kind of enemy that was super funny... he would charge towards u screaming... 'AHHH!!!'... haha... i couldnt stop laughing... after that... we lunched at the 'Kopitiam'.. or that's wad i called it.. yeah... so we went to the food court and i had yummy fishball noodles... tasted great... the chilli was burning my entire mouth... but it was still good... den while we were leaving the food court.. saw KeVIN LEe.... hahaha... he still looked the same... i think his specs were the same too... den... i came home while nigel left for novena..

later going to watch a movie with sunghun... havent decided which movie yet... hopefully it will be a good one so that i wont waste my time... yupps... and ill be goin for 7am mass tml... hahah... waking up will be a problem but meeting my friends are more important... woo...

singapore idol -_-"

2006-07-27T20:21:00.000+08:00

argh... had fever for the past two days.. only this morning did i break free from my fever.. however... still having a sore throat and lots of flu... hopefully ill recover fully by tomorrow... still looking forward to the long weekend...

yesterday was the first time i watched singapore idol... i dunno whether it was the genre or wad... but i thot that the contestants were really amateur... except for some... but seriously... i think that they still have a long way more before reaching the professional level..

well... that's currently the only things i wanna blog about... ive not done anything much since i fell ill... have to take my medicine now..

so hot.... so sick...

2006-07-25T16:51:00.000+08:00

argh... i dun feel well... its really really hot in singapore... though its been days... its like my body hasnt adjusted to its new environment...

yesterday... played FF7 the entire morning... glad that i got far in the game... den was suppose to meet up with sung hun at prata shop... but remembered that i had music lesson... so stayed home... he ended up comin over... haha... den was suppose to help him in econs... didnt expect him to teach me... haha.. malu... in the late afternoon.. went over to bukit timah to play pool with sung and collect my re-stringed racket... den cause he pontanged school.. i accompanied him to get an MC... on the way home.. this 157 bus that i was on brokedown several timess... luckily.. b4 it had gotten any worse.. i was already off the bus... i got home.. dined and was off to bed... super shagged...

this morning.. woke up late... den not knowing that b4 my music lesson was my bro's we rushed to iris', the music teacher's, house... though we rushed, we were still late.. sad... did warm-ups and i started practising my new song 'the way you look tonight' by frank sinatra/ michael buble.. she said i could record this song after 2 more lessons or so... haha... den after my bro did his new song... him and i rushed down to thomson plaza and played lan... wah.. initially i was leadin in a game of CS... got so bored and allowed him to win me... but he improved... den trashed him in a game of doTa... haha... had lunch at KFC and returned home... den my bro left again for tuition... but before that.. i bugged him to take my temperature... den found out that i had a slight fever... btw.. was feeling feverish the entire day... did some phone calls to report my broken luagage and missing camera... den chatted with my dad...

now slackin away... tryin to make myself sleepy..

i thot of you when i sang that song..

finally home

2006-07-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

wah.. im back!!..

it only seemed like a month ago that i was desperately wanting to come home.. now that im back.. im in total awe.. haixx.. sadly still suffering from jetlag.... i thot that i would recover from it... hmm... wad went wrong in my scheme to sleep loads and hopefully be able to quickly adapt to singapore???...

wadeva...

hmm... im gonna be so bored... practically no plans.. yet so much to settle before i return.. wahh... jia lat..

oh yeah... i would like to announce to the whole world that i rebounded my hair... wah... ive been undergoin treatment for 2 days... did it twice... damn sianz... didnt expect my hair to be very difficult to straighten.. aniwae... its gonna be over soonn... and ill get to style my hair.. wahahahaha....

wah... i still think of you... i dunno why... though i might never blog about it... but it happens... cant understand why... izzit suppose to be natural... weird... wahh?!?!

No talent means no talent, don't be stupid and waste your time

2006-07-15T13:14:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!

ARGH!!

ARGH!!

i m BAKA!!!

wad was i thinking... spending more than 12 hours on econs and chem for review... i should have stopped at my maxim... no more fruits means no more fruits... no more output means no more output... learning this in econs and still cannot apply it to my own life... i guess im not learning at all... just mugging... in the end... i still cant meet my expectations my goal... i aimed at the sky... and by the time i reached the clouds... i started to fall... but i tried so hard to fly higher... it only caused me to fall faster... the additional steps i took was the additional burden and worries that i had to take... i guess the higher u fly, the harder u fall...

econs... had to 靠 mr paradi to help me in my exam.. though it gave me a push... im still so embarassed cause all the effort i put in boils down to nothing... thank you paradi.. without ur help... i dunno how much heavier my burden would be...

chem... it was relatively easy... i could have gotten my full marks.. if not for this dumb question... why?!?!... i should have trusted my gut... never did... BAKA!!!... wad have i learnt from past experiences... absolutely nothing...

furthermore... we had our chem assignments returned to us today... HELL!!!.. i dun understand why... i got like below 80% for my assignments... even if i had gotten full marks in my exam... i dun think that would be enough for my grades to up to 90%... damn it... because of one piece of sh*t... the entire foundation crashed on me...

AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!

WHY ARE U SO UNFAIR?!?!... I PLACED MY TOTAL FAITH IN U... BUT WERE U EVER THERE!!! I TRY SO HARD... I BELIEVED IN THE WORDS OF MY MUM... THAT CAME FROM YOU... WHERE WERE YOU?!!?... mayb i cant blame u yet... the results have not been shown... i take my words back... im sorry for offending u... though i might be cryin right now... i do not seek ur pity because ur will is ur will... but please PLEASE give me the strength to carry my cross.... u know the burden weighs heavy me... please give me some sort of strength...

*sobs*

i will always love YOU, my ALMIGHTY FATHER

pimples define stress

2006-07-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

wahh... its like one day left to exams...

just woke up... AHH... listening to my favourite song... its in jap though.. haha... but i got the song from a school drama that i've been watchin recently... its about these bunch of students from the worst jap sec school tryin to get into university... and its so cool because the drama really inspires me to study... haha... and the song too...

tml's exams... wah... i wanna get full marks... cause i know its within my reach... i have almost covered everythin from front to back... after the few chapters i have to go thru today... and a last review... i know ill be ready... hard... simple... challenging... any kind of questions... i would do... after today.. i just need a good night's rest... was just chatting with xaiver.. haha... encouraging each other... i guess that was somethin i needed very much... for some other student to come along and encourage me... i guess that's the importance of friendship too... i need the support and he needs the support... talkin bout best of the best also... looks like he is also fired up to get best of the best... i dun really care bout the awards... instead... i wanna improve myself... to take myself to the next level... to get this far and to improve myself is the hardest thing to do... but never impossible... the pimples are a sign..

whenever i think about the day i return to singapore... i just think of so many things... its crazy... but when i snap back to reality... it feels like im still so far away.. wad is this weird sensation... its driving me kinda crazy... and its definitely showing... wahh... i miss my peeps..

argh... why am i given this 'sickness'.. why did God give it to me... i wanna know why... sometimes... its just so difficult for me to accept... but i try everytime i pray... i wish i never had anythin to worry about... well... i guess that's impossible because a life without worries is a dream...

1 week left... hold on...

2006-07-13T08:47:00.000+08:00

the world cup is over... portugal lost... haixx.. it was a dissapointing match... italy won the world cup... the headbutt from zidane was retardly funny...

time to move on...

for the past few days... have been mugging hard for finals... this weekk... i screwed my econs... one dumb mistake was all i needed to make myself miss my goal of 98... argh... pissed... frustrated... even if full marks was achieved in the finals... i wont make it far... wadeva... its over... though my potential is the top... the sky is my aim... my goal... improvement in chemistry has spurred me to be top in class...

but complacency can be suicidal... hardworking is my key to success..

its 845pm... wad am i doin... slackin away... should be mugging now... quite difficult... no space in the study room... geez... how... wad i am to do.. working in front of the computer is like makin no progress... should i take a break since there's no school tml??

i guess not...

argh... a week away yet it feels like a year... mayb more... so close yet so far... wad should i do to keep my mind away from my heart?? i guess i cant...

2 more days to freedom... quickly pass so i can get out of my own cage... my own jail...

*bubble*... guess ill snack before study...

peace O

Happy birthday GERARD!!

2006-07-07T11:40:00.000+08:00

hey kiddy... hope u have grown up now and have become matured... u know that this year is ur PSLE... hope u know wad to do ritez?? start getting ur priorities ritez... stop watching those anime daily... do some revision...

u know after i gave u those anime... mum has been nagging at me... sayin i made i big mistake.... hopefully i havent cause i am hoping that u are smart enough to realize ur current objective...

i havent gotten u a bdae present but expect one when i return...

dun be too complacent... listen to ur elders... u dun wanna 不听老人言，吃亏在眼前

我祝你学业进步。。。

some people are just screwed up when it comes to sports

2006-07-07T11:27:00.000+08:00

on tuesday... i went to play soccer... after school... during the first match, there was this dumb fight between 2 guys from opposite teams about some change of player and all... it was really dumb cause they argued for 15mins and the game ended like less than 2 mins later...

den while waiting for my group's turn to play... practiced my ball control skills with my friends... it was kinda cool...

after like an hour or so, finally my team could play again... i played defender... and i managed to prevent the other team from scoring most of the time... and i was marking this mexican constantly... preventing him from getting the ball.. cause he was good when he has the ball... but for some f*cking reason...he kicked me after i headed the ball away... like wtF!!... he told me to stop pushing me... WTF... f*ck u man... i didnt even use my hands to push him away... i was using my body... and it wasnt like i was any stronger than him... i didnt even jump over him or wad f*ck la... i just walked away... cause i knew he wanted to fight with me... but i didnt give him his fight... piece of mexican sh*t... f*cking loser...

at least i have something to laugh at him about... in the soccer tournament, though we didnt make it to the top4... and his team did... we trashed the sh*t out of them... won them 4-2... mayb that's the f*ckin reason why he is so pissed too... screwed up piece of sh*t... that's all i can say...

if it was the world cup or wadeva... and if he did that to me... he was bound to get a red card and i would definitely be happy for him if that's the case... i wish it was a real soccer match... he was bound to lose...

screwed up f*cking bastard mexican....

dead bored

2006-07-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

currently in school blogging.. paradi is not here yet so i guess i can slack till he comes... oops... the bell just rang... so i guess he's not coming at all... haha...

saturday's fireworks were extreme... never had i seen such beautiful fireworks.. well.. they all came in different shapes and colors... awesome...

sunday.. didnt do much... just stayed in rez to mug... mug mug mug... i found no fun in them... only understanding concepts which were plain boring.. borrowed maxim's guitar to kill the boredom... tired to compose something during the night... but didnt have much time.. failed in the end.. and continued to mug..

monday... had 2 tests... slept while doin econs test... i thought too much over the same question.. when i woke up.. i was one of the last 2.. the other guy left... i was still trying... jason hinting to me.. my mind contracting my every assumption... i couldnt find the answer... finally... my teacher had given the answer to me... another full marks test... then came chem... did the test... rather simple... sadly, got all the calculations messed up.. as in seriously.. methods all correct, answers all wrong... well.. almost all of them... i knew i should have slept earlier that night... the rest of the lesson was just copying notes... wanted to go limeridge... but that day was a public holiday... for all canadians except our school... so returned to rez and chilled... slept early that night...

tuesday.. today... hoping to wake up earlier... wasnt very successful... i guess my dreams that night was enjoyable though i can only remember them vaguely now... since then... i havent been doin anythin useful... unless u do call blogging useful of course.. =P

ill be back soon!!.. 22nd july... not sure of the date yet... but definitely on that day... i cant even remember my flight no. ... aniwaez... ive got a surprise installed for all my peeps in singapore...

Canada DAy..

2006-07-02T02:04:00.000+08:00

Today is canada day... just finished watching the match between portugal and england... of course portugal won...

the past week didnt do very much... at least nothin memorable... wah.. lost to zy in chemistry again... sianzz... one dumb careless mistake... GAMBATTe!!... time to push myself a few steps more...

ytd brought my roommate to all my suppliers... taught him how to make profits and continue the Rm 314 Business after im gone.. .well.. looks like he's goin to be fine..

at the beginning of the week... realized that i didnt get accepted to mcmaster... actually... i didnt even accept... luckily i emailed them and finally got accepted... so i mayb staying in hamilton afterall...

today... im plannin to watch the first half of brazil vS france... den would have to go for mass... afterwhich... goin to bayfront and view fireworks... hopefully ill enjoy the last bits of today...

have to go mug if not ill never be able to do so...

PORTUGAL TO THE FINALS!!

2006-07-02T02:01:00.000+08:00

YES!! portugal just won england after a fierce battle... haha.. thru penalties... Hooray for RIcardo!! he saved almost every goal... EVEN gerrard, lampard, carragher cant get pass him... WAHAHAHa... no offence to liverpool fans cause im one myself.. just that i prefer portugal to england...

NOW on to the FINALSS!!! PORTUGAL FOREVER!!

many desires, one goal

2006-06-24T14:24:00.000+08:00

WAH!!... havent blog for 2 weeks... no excuses... haha.. just gonna give a slip-shot summary of wad ive been doin during the past 2 weeks... well... hmm...

i think that exactly 2 weeks ago, ocean's 12 went to CANADA'S WONDERLAND... it was really fun... sat on a good number of rollercoaster rides... it was AWESOME!!... but shouldnt have gone... my voice has gone 1 tone down... according to zy... and i actually think it has... *sobs*... but still... if u havent gone to a themepark... i highly reccommend... its really cool... but dun think ill be goin to a themepark for a LONG time...

last week... i was in the rez by myself for the whole of saturday... everyone had gone canoeing... but its alright... i did lotsa useless stuff... haha... didnt really enjoy that weekend... tried to mug... not much done though...

during this week... both my teachers were super slacking!!... wahahaha... i didnt have no tests this week.. eh?? or was there a quiz?.. cant remember... but it was a really slack week... i barely did any work.. worst still... i was offered fifa world cup 2006... have been addicted to it... furthermore... i have fifa manager 2006 which i downloaded... gonna be so screwed... my desire to stop playing games till the end of this semester has been ruined..

today was the cop match between CIC and the cops... wasnt really enthusiastic though i REALLY wanted to play... was just observing some tricks that i could use for when i play matches... was really useful cause some of the students are really skilled... den there was also this cop who was a left-legger... he was not really good as a defender but he could kick really well... it looked so easy... i'd better improve my lobs... after the match... went for chem and slacked around... even when maracle had returned.. den had break after 15 mins of teaching... after break... maracle decided to give us a longer break... haha.. we went to oak hall and watch the soccer match between korea and swiss... didnt watch the entire match but heard that korea had lost 0-2... so korea is out and france got in after winning their match... but france aint getting far... they really suck... i think even ghana is better than them... haha...

after that... we went to the gym and worked our asses... wah.. it was super tiring for me... like 1hour at the gym and 2hours of basketball... but i could feel the muscles growing... hahaha... den went to man jiang hong restaurant and had a feast cause all of us were famished... den returned to rez and played more fifa... geez... im hell addicted...

aniwae... if u hadnt known... the world cup has started... GO PORTUGALL!!!... they are goin to win this year's wourld cup for sure... forget about brazil... forget about spain... forget about england... cause its portugal's time... hahaha... but my fav soccer player is not from portugal... instead, its roberto carlos... he's an excellent LB... he can defend and strike... beat that... gotta play like him... haha...

desires:-shopping
-grow some muscles!!
-play good soccer
-return to singapore ASAP

GOAL: TOP STUDENT for both econs and chem

ocean's wish: home

2006-06-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

today had like 2 tests... completely stressed out... like it wasnt very easy either... for econs the questions were tricky... for chemistry i wasnt very prepared and i think i screw it up... wad to do... naturally, i'd go with the flow... haix... gonna super mug chemistry this weekend... have to... oh if i had someone to pressure me to study ritez now... i'd be really grateful...

furthermore... i've been having this crazy diarrhoea...and its not helping very much... and pimples!!... aH!!!... totally stressed out... oh God... please help me...

but i guess im really fortunate... today i know i wasnt showing a very happy look... but im glad that the people around me made me learn how to laugh again... really grateful... thank you...

today... went out with the new gang, ocean 12, without wayne... den went to walk around initially... wanted to go to this other cafe but still ended up in teahut... haix...wadeva... den we talked alot... though there was really nothin new to talk about... well i guess there was one... we talked about wad we were goin to do after we return to our homelands... well... most of us goin to visit each other... or at least that's the plan... well... they plannin to come to my house.. haha... and show them around singapore would be so cooll... sadly the hks wont be able to come over... but dun worry guys... im oin over to hk aniwae... haha...

really made me think alot more about singapore today... realized how much more i missed singapore and my family and friends... realized the love ive been missing out... glad that i have a family here... my family of friends... thanks loads guys...

something interesting is about to happen...

happy birthday sung

2006-06-07T11:27:00.000+08:00

today is the 6/6/06... o.O O.o o.O ... unlucky number?? no way!!... cause its sunghun's birthday... happy birthday man... finally u've pass the age of sweet 16... hope ur 2 years in JC will be enjoyable yet enriching... best wishes in your JC life though it mayb tough... but of course nothing comes easy... my birthday present for you is a match in tennis when i return... HAHA... well... of course ill get u sth from canada so no worries... bring me around when i get back yeah...

well... this entry is specially for you.. like a birthday card you know...

peace out bro!

bored of gurls?

2006-06-04T11:56:00.000+08:00

friday night... didnt go out with the gang... SAID i was too tired to go out and wanted to turn in early... sorry guys if i lied... though i stayed in rez, i was like up till late... dunno why too... like cannot calm myself or sth... aniwae... did some lame stuff with my thai frenz...

this morning woke up early to go gym with clement and poom... it wasnt exactly very heart-fulfillin cause didnt stay there very long... wah... my tennis like still no control... haix... trying my best Sung... like without ur guidance i anyhow le... but still trying... creating some moves of myself... well... tennis is really an interesting sport if u havent tried...

went back to pine rez for brunch... didnt have brunch with the guys cause i got down earlier... den dota with some people... lost the game... haix... den went to walmart with zy and wayne... bought oreo cookies... yum yum... was looking for tennis shoes budden cannot find any... sobsob...

returned to pine for dinner... den went to twins room to show the guys the singapore idol clips... slept in the twins room for like 3hours... den got back and slacked for another 3 hours when i promised myself to mug... haix...

the excessiveness of watching too many XXX has made me lose interest in it... haha... funny eh?? guys watch XXX and they lust for more... im getting bored of them... then the thai guys are like showing me pictures of thai gurls... both their friends and thai superstars... well... i'd say the gurls are hot but im too bored to do such stuff... haix... i guess i dun wan the visual no more... too vague...

im changing... good??

my body in school, my heart and mind lost

2006-06-01T07:50:00.000+08:00

finally the holidays are over... time to get my engines starting and STOP slacking around...

well... i spent the last week in Montreal visiting places of attractions... how interesting... i mean they were... well... not all of them... for some reason i preferred night than day... haha

after returning from montreal... MY SANDALS WERE GONE!!! my favourite and only pair of sandals gone... super pissed cause it was really expensive too... geez... so happen that the same night my new roommate was USHERED in... he's a year younger and far from where i am... as in academic wise... nice guy...

today... school started... economics was cool... i mena the teacher was cool... he is really funny... and he looks like brad pitt... another of my friend said he looked like leonardo dicarpio... oh well... doesnt matter aniwaez... okay... i have to admit that i slept in class on the first day of school of the very first lesson... shocking eh?? i know... didnt expect myself to fall asleep either... APPARENTLY, i got caught and was even made fun of... i didnt even know... how cool is that??

den came chemistry... wrong subject chosen?? maybe... it was really messed up... i had forgotten ALMOST everything but managed to catch p a lil on wad my chem teacher was saying... furthermore, there were theorems that were reviewed in class, and that i wasnt aware about... omg omg omg... better start doin some serious mugging for this subject if not i wont get to where i wanna go...

to tell u the truth, im aiming an average of at least 98.5 for these two subjects... so that my entire average would improve... well... these 6 hectic weeks will test my will-power, endurance, intelligence, ability to abosorb quickly, and my faith...

two of my friends in singapore idol... levin and paul... geez... initially when i wasnt really jealous of them cause i only heard paul's name mentioned, but when i just got on the idol website and realized it wasnt only one but two... my jealousy flourished... well... guys... to let you in on my plan... i dun think ill get famous through singapore idol no more.... hahaha... beat that... =P

aniwae... the best of luck you can get...

Persevering failure

2006-05-20T11:49:00.000+08:00

wah!!! ive got back my results for my final term marks... average of 85.75... a slight improvement of 1.5... extremely horrible... though it may seem good... i realized that i barely improve in understanding my courses... i did badly for my geometry paper... like 75 marks or sth... really horrible... i didnt improve at all though my marks went up... i did even worse for my calculus... i didnt even reach the 90 mark which i was hoping for... many mistakes in my paper... english was okay... i believe that all the plannin for my essay were not top-notch for i didnt meet my expectations... my exams were completely screwed... i totally relied on my tests and projects to pull up my grades... i really cant believe that the hard work i had deposited became failure in my hands... extremely dissapointed...

holidays started officially on tuesday... i went with 7-11(-4) to watch the movie silent hill... it was not as brilliant as the other horror movies ive seen so far... i guess one of the worst... but still.. its scary... if u r planning to watch this movie.. hoping to get nightmares after... dun waste ur money... after that we went for karaoke... my first time in a karaoke lounge... always sang at home back in singapore... it was really fun... sang lots of chinese songs... hahaha... really wanna go again...

thursday.. 7-11 went for breakfasting at macs... initially was looking forward to dim sum at this restaurant but apparently it was too early for them to open their doors to customers... wad a waste... after that went to school to review my test papers... disgusting... i didnt enjoy goin to school ytd... den went to jackson to watch some of the girls get their ears pierced... haix... i really wanted to pierce with them... budden have to wait for another few years when i am legally granted my freedom from my parents... den went walmart for grocery shopping... was a tiring day indeed... stayed over in the twins room last night watchin scary movie... totally retarded to the extent that it is hilarious...

today went to YMCA to keep fit and played soccer after that... still working on my tennis as well... so watch out sister and sunghun... hahaha...

tomorrow plannin to wake up early for tennis... goin to meet up with my classmate to play... since there is no one else to play tennis with in pine...

omg... 2 more months and ill be back in singapore... only my rosary to count the days left...

make it or break it

2006-05-14T12:20:00.000+08:00

last night... threw a farewell party for ray, the twins' roommate... drank alcohol and got tipsy... den played dota... lost really badly... i was filming and playing... and took photos...

today... got up late... den went limeridge... sight-seeing the 'people' there... den like waited and waited for the gurls.. they took really long... walked around... window shopped... bought some stuff too... enjoyable... dinner at MACS!!! finally... real fast food... haha...

left for pine hall... den watched scary movie 4... really funny...

left for sight-seeing at scenic drive... over-looking the city from mountains... beautiful... exceptional... sadly... there was a big quarrel among the group over some 'playing the fool'...really horrible...

tension between zy and the twins+august... tried to settle it... i dunno why zy cannot forgive... i mean u can get all pissed about it.. but at least accept the twins apology... i mean... u know the kind of people they are... and i know they really tolerated... give them a chance... be forgiving...

why should such a thing break up the friendship we've built for a long period of time... i dun wan such a thing to happen... and im sure that everyone else feels the same way... this is not just you.. it involves all of us as well... ive grown into this group comfortably...

as we were walkin back from pine hall... i realized that the roads were really worn out... but still its a road... no matter the harsh conditions it faces, it still is a road... its just like our friendship... are you goin to let one harsh condition destroy the road we built together??

i know that you are goin thru hard times... i want you to know that if you need someone there for you... im here waiting... you're a good friend to me... and not only you but all the people in 7-11 as well... i wanna let you know that because 7-11 means alot to me... im not goin to let it goin down easily....

the world is spinning the other way around [sad]

2006-05-13T12:39:00.000+08:00

where should i begin... too much to say...

'people are complicated'... my fav quote from my english teacher... and indeed they are... i dunno why people are sceptical... izzit because of their background?? izzit because of their environment?? i mean... why cant people live in the present... forget about the paast and the future... the past is over.. the present to be lived to the fullest... the future just to be ready for... i dun mean to offend anyone... but i wanna say that we should live in the present... dun live in neither the past or the future... if not... we would be really screwed up... really... confusion falls upon us... and confusion will be bestow upon others...but i guess that people are indeed complicated...

hamilton... zy.. i hope that you understand that even though we may part one day... i strongly believe that our memories together will remain in our hearts... even if this doesnt with others... i know that my memories with 7-11 will remain with me forever...

for her... i wish i could explain to you why im taking this path... but i wouldnt want to reason why... on the surface... its like im staying here till the rest of the year and will be back for a short period of time... furthermore, ill begin my ns next year... its like i dunno whether i have time for you... its goin to be dificult for the both of us... particularly you... i dun want you to be undergoing what ive seen... and i wish that you would get someone better than me... for your sake and mine...

complex... wad a word...

the cinderella guy

2006-04-30T03:30:00.000+08:00

chandeliers, sexy dresses, dashing suits, fancy limos, and jazzy music... it was prom night last night!!!

i skipped the second half of school and went with emerald to the hairdressers... suppose to get there by 1pm but started at 1.15pm... not too bad.. finished mine by 1.45pm... and emerald's by 2pm.. den went to jackson's... did some shopping... got back to pine by 330pm... den watched sin city... super gory... but really interesting stuff...

the movie ended by 530pm... did some things in between like polish my shoes, do poo-poo... by 530pm... thot i was running late... changed... put on my earrings... den realized my shirt was crumpled... 540pm... rushed over to zhiyong's room to iron my shirt... 550pm... rushed back up.. finish changing... check the things i need... all checked.. 555pm... in the twins' room... wayne, tying my tie... tucking in my shirt... put on my tie... CRAP!!... forgot to pluck my moustach... start plucking... the twins oso forgot to shave... finished... 6pm... off to the bus... 605pm... bye pine hall...

620pm... omg.. .im at the place... empty... wad the hell... where's the party... super early... toilet emergency... 4 of us went into the toilet... check hair... check tie... check blazar.. set... return outside and into the dining hall... table 3? table 8? table 7? okay table 15.... best table... sit there... waiting... waiting... waiting... sianzz...... take photos to make time pass... finish... still waiting...

FINALLY... they come... the ladies... august, carol and emerald... shocked by how i look... wad the hell.... i only said hello and august started screaming... ???... den take photos.... went to see my drama teacher... had a photo with her and my classmates... den the programme started... first dish... bread... -.-... diao!...

sitting beside wayne... we started to realize that the fengshui is super horrible... first.. the gurls seated around us were flop... as in the tables around us... secondwe are always the last to get our food... and den... we were served some lousy pasta instead of the initial popiah or sth like that... thirdly, zhiyong's blazar got dirrty... from the waiter when he was collecting one of the dishes... luckily it wasnt that bad... lastly... when we were taking photos... we were asked to be seated when like others were still taking photos la...

the last dish was not very appetising to me... it was either beef or pork... but super dry... so i didnt eat alot.. had salad instead... overall.. the food sucks... so didnt eat alot...

the fengshui changed direction when i won the lucky draw contest... didnt expect it... wyne was like if he won, he would do a somer and 360... he didnt win... sad...

but we still had fun... dancing time!!... excused myself and went outside.. haha... the songs were initially boring... most of the people were outside taking photos... did the same... got pulled in by my drama classmate to dance... okay
so started dancing... den pulled the people at my table to dance too... den got dragged in further into the dance floor by my english classmate... fine.. so danced... the music to me was boring but wad to do... alot of african songs.. den went back to my gang and continued to dance there...

HOLY SHIT!!... Yeah! by usher... the music into my vein... the tempo synchronized with my heartbeat... POP!!... robot.. wave... the flow... solo... improv... i wasnt even thinkin.. no time to... th crowd surrounds... the people cheering... my head went berserk... the 'f*ck' move... zipping... tried to split and flopped it... then some african gurl came to dance with me... held her close.. did the crazy pair dance... she left... i continued... i wanted to stop... get everyone to participate... they wouldnt... solo more... cannot stop... 50%fatigue... 70% fatigue... the song ends... phew... went to take a breather... drank a cup of sprit with i thot was water... wadeva... went back to the dance floorr.. everyone expected more from me... sorry folks but that's the end... but not for the dance floor...

30mins passed... still dancing... 15 more... went out for a break... den went backed and continued... 1040pm... the music still strong... the buses were here... had to go soon.. picked up my coat and went out with the twins... they started... SPARRING?!!?!.. wadeva... den they went back in again... wad the hell... while walking to the dancefloorr... again.... suddenly... if my eyes were right... this hot chinese chick came up to me and asked me for a photo with her... WTF!?!?!?!?!!?!... of course la... damn... wanted to ask her for a dance but the words didnt come out right... she left... wadeva... at least she has my photo.. dun have herss.... WAH!!!...

being fired up... i put my blazar down... did the famous hun-naka-pura-blah-blah-blah... dunno how to spell.... haha... initially was quite fun... but too long... i did it like more than ten times la... sianz... den did more dancing... slow dance... danced with emerald... but we kept lookin at wayne and carol... haha... nice one ahh wayne!!...grauduation song by vit c... haha... danced... den xaiver was with august... haha... dance dance dance...

the music ended... the show is over... time to go home...

got back.. den hanged out at the twins' room till dunno wad time... haha.. was watchin drumline... some good shit... super nice... 145am... oh no!... locked in... slept in the twins' room that night...

facing major rejection

2006-04-14T11:34:00.000+08:00

wah... omg... i dunno wad to say... friends or God... why am i always caught in the middle... always... im so sick of it... why cant i have both at the same time... furthermore... ive been putting God on the top priorities... but still im left stuck in between two dumb walls... i cant take the burden... sometimes im really dumb frustrated... not being able to be there... to be anywhere... why cant i do something easy... never did anything easy... wad does God want from me... and why me... always me... i dun wanna be marginalized yet im being put heavily to the test... for months now... i cant stand it... why why why... always pain and suffering never joy and fulfillment... it is always not fair... well... i guess its because its not fair... haix... why am i born the way i am... filled with bad omen and bullshit... always struggling to make it there... and when i do... nothing turns out right still... as if everything remained the same... why me... i don't like this dumb pressure... its always like that... cannot stand the torture... i pray for strength but i am still weak... i pray for faith but i get peer pressure... i pray for freedom but i get sorrow.... i hardly felt good about something... im always put to the test... God... why me... u know that im not strong or wadeva but u always choose me... i dun wan this... i cant make it... i just wish for a peaceful and joyful life... just give me a chance..................

dreams and goals

2006-04-13T07:30:00.000+08:00

wah... ive finally finished the 2 math tests which were not too bad... haha... i almost got full marks for half of my math test which was ytd... wah kao... minus 0.25 for some dumb conclusion... omg... den geometry dunno how to do the last qn... super diao.... aniwae... im glad that is over... now i have to worry about my drama... omg... im goin to have three drama assesments soon... two projects and one performance... sianz... den tml havee to stay back for my drama rehearsal when i could be out there enjoying the special day... -_-"...

today for english, we had an enjoyable talk aka conversation aka debate on dreams... i think people in this world cannot understand the meaning of dreams no more... or izzit just a relative term... aniwae... i know wad dreams mean to me so no worry about it... but i was surprised to see that there is a big confusion between dreams and goals...

dream = escaping from reality into imaginative world aka daydreaming...

goals = something to achieve... a target... a purpose...

so these are the meanings of dreams and goals to me... but i guess others have a different perspective about it...

yeah... finally... my residence screwed up internet is better... much better so much so that i can resume my downloading of anime.. yeah!!!... haha... can logon to msn as well... wee....

okok... time to mug... so ciao....

last few days of lent

2006-04-12T06:58:00.000+08:00

*grrr*... my stomach is growling as i endure the last few days of lent... to be exact.. 3 more days... haix... im fasting today... and i havent eaten meat since God-knows-when... i told myself no meat, fast once a week and no vulgarities for this lent... myy... its sure tough... its a killer... *bang*...

argh!!... ive got much to do.. tomorrow i have like 2 math tests, calculus and geometry... ive started for calculus but not for geometry yet... gonna meet up with my friend later to go thru geometry... wahh... hopefully ill do well tml...

my grades are fallingg!!... i think... wah kao... among my guy friends... i think i have the lowest average la... omg... theirs are all above 90%... super unfair... all from well-known schools back in singapore.... wad to do... the world is unfair... all i can do right now is to learn from them and work hard... my aim is 90%... so pray for me.. thank you!!

chinese... why... i speak chinese everyday since i came here... haha... so funnyy... i think ive improved... most of my friends speak chinese all the time.. so wad to do... assimilate is the answer... wee... mandarin everyday... and im oso starting to pick up cantonese... wahh... not as simple as i thought... im gonna write this book full of cantonese stuff for beginners like me... and my friends oso wanna learn... as in those that dunno how to speak.. so... i am taking the 'responsibility' of the book ... technically cause i started to learn already for the past one month... i think more... aniwae... so watch grannys... ur bullying days are over... wahahahahhaa....

have to start mugging liaox... wah... sianz.... okay... ciao//

For HER

2006-04-09T04:27:00.000+08:00

Hey,

I've got lots of things to say to you... But i dunno where to begin... This entry might sound a lil tough for you but i hope you'd understand...

well, lately, ive been thinkin bout us alot... and wads goin to happen after this... i mean i know you are willing to wait for me... so am i... but im not sure how close we will be when i return... im not sure if you could accept the new me... or that's if ive changed... i mean.. i sure did change... and i know it... its not that ive changed for the worst but my interests have changed alot... i dunno whether you feel awkward around me...

also, ive heard lotsa stuff from my friends... i mean... a lot of stuff about you... and im sure concern for you... they tell me things which are good and bad... and of course they say things... i dunno whether i should believe them but they have been my friends for 3-4 years... these people are not the people u think they are... but i know them for ages and they keep telling me to forget you... but sometimes i just cant...

after these 2 months of thinking and all... i guess we should end our lil fantasy... its not like it wasnt great... but its just that its difficult for you and i... i hope you will understand and the immense moments that i went thru during this period... its not like we cant be friends but its just that that is as far as we can go for now... i know how you would feel after reading this but please dont...

as tough as it is for you to read this... i feel the burden typin this out... and im really sorry that ive failed to keep my side of the promise but for now, i just need to lay back a lil... i also hope that you know that its for your own good... that i wan you to focus on ur studies and not divert your attention to me...

i'm sorry im not the one for you...

from your loved

super update

2006-04-03T10:58:00.000+08:00

long time no blog!!

been busy in hamilton... i think...

well, ive finally fitted myself into the society and environment here... lots have happened since everyone first met... its crazy... no doubt about that... haha...

ive found my group of frenz... and they are sure swell... we have an unofficial name called 7-11.. haha... cause there are 7 gurls, and they call themselves 7-up, and 4 guys... so total 11... weird yeah?? but all is well... we have like meetings and updates on the latest news... haha... really fun gang....

im working out my body ritez now... goin to the gym every sunday to work those fats... have put on 5-7kg since i arrived... den lost 2kg this week =]... all transformed to muscles... trying very hard to look sexy...

school is fine i guess... lotsa tests and stuff but im copin... haha... not really stressful cause like many of my classmates are much worse off... especially the older ones....

havent gotten into bad stuff yet... except watching pon and homosexual and horror... haha.. yeah... shocking eh?? watched saw II recently... wah... scary... haha... but the content is really good... and scary... go watch it... getting new movies almost every week... the anime is worse... haha...

church is a nice place with a few cute gurls... sadly im not in the parish minitries... but dun think ill be in it either... too busy...

ive been to many places so far... niagara, missisauga, toronto... met many people... really great...

during the march break went to paris to meet up with my family... it was a really fun trip... many sceneries... paris is just georgous... lots of shoppin to do... but didnt have the time... sad...

well... a lot of stuff to talk about budden quite difficult... ill try to update as much as possible... but really difficult... sorry...

miss u guys in singapore...

insider or outsider

2006-01-14T13:14:00.000+08:00

finally... the weekends are here... thought i wouldnt be able to live thru the first week of classes... my schedule is all messed up... i guess i do need someone to check on me still time and again...

well... i managed to finish all my homework without difficulty and survived all the lessons... except for geometry which is when i keep falling asleep...

though i need not wake up as early as before.. im still not as alert and all.. mapyb its cause im not used to the system here yet... anyhow... i love the lessons taught and most of my teachers....

well... im takin english, calculus, geometry and drama for the first semester... they are relatively easy subjects and not boring either... i guess the only reason i sleep in geometry is cause the teacher is boring... however... all the lessons require me to take notes down.... but luckily i got used to it in singapore...

in calculus, im being taught by the head of the math department and she's quite strict about maths i must say... she's a killer esp to the china chinese(china army)... though we are takin grade 12 math.. she treats us like pri school kiddies... geezz... it gets on my nerves... she's so particular about everything... so meticulous...

drama is the most fun-loving lesson.. i get to play activities every lesson... and as the days go by... they get more and more interesting... haha... we get to do pantomimes... which is to act without the use of speech... its really really cool... now we are learning about the history of theatre... did you know that drama actually came from the primitives... from the dances and rituals of shamans or witch doctors... and they actually use masks which is the logo of drama today... im oso learning about greek history now and how drama is part of its history... so drama is more than the eye can see really...

geometry... well.. its really boring not because of the content nor the homework but the teacher... this is the only lesson where i sleep in class... i cant really understand the words coming out of his mouth... he keeps mumbling and all.. its really frustrating when u r like struggling and he's only making matters worse... but im must say that his notes are really good though it requires loads of copying...

i think english is really interestin cause it s different from the english i learnt back in singapore... its more focused on writing essays and critics... on the other hand... its very much like literature... our thoughts and feelings.. otherwise known as anecdotes... oso play important roles in our writing... we are currently required to read a novel 'The Apprenticeship of Duddy Kravitz'... its a really weird novel... i guess its cause i cant really appreciate it... but still... i must finish reading this novel asap... well... ive only started today so hopefully ill finish it by sunday or sth....

i just came back from bath and before was laundry which took me over 1 and half hours... but i guess it was worth it... i didnt do any work today so plannin to finish my homework by tml morning.... den ill be heading off to school to play soccer... and sunday ill have to make my way to church and i dunno where the school will be takin us on sunday as well...

the weather here and really a changing factor... it can change from -4 to 4 overnight... crazy ritez... well.. now the temp is around 3 and its suppose to be -ve by tomorrow... hopefully i can enjoy another beautiful snowfall...

review of outing... and apologies...

2006-01-08T12:08:00.000+08:00

after branch.. came back to my room to slack a lil.. then rushed back down to the cafeteria to grab my jacket cause i left it there... haha...

my friends and i hopped onto the 1230 bus and then headed to the girls' dorm... we like missed the bus stop twice... the first time... we actually got off at the right bus stop but we thought we had missed it so walked to the previous bus stop... den realised that we were at the wrong bus stop... den took another bus and headed down again.. .den missed the bus stop... so 'diao' ritez?? haha.. anyways...

we picked the girls who were super late though we were late already... den went to the downtown bus stop and went to a big mall known as lime ridge mall... when we got there we split up into our own clicks and circled round the mall many times just to shop... wah.. it was super boring la... i didnt buy anything but only spent my money on alot of food..

after dinner.. we went back to downtown to catch a movie.. not physically catch a movie... then realised we were early... we watched CASSANOVA... guys go watch it.. a good movie... anyways... the movie theatre was super empty la... like only a hand full of audience were watchin...

after the movie.. we took a photograph at a statue and sent the girls back to their dorm... den we rushed for the bus...

got back at 10pm.. den dad called... haha... lucky lucky... thought i would miss his call...

to many of my friends... sorry for not replyin ur emails soon enough cause i had no internet access for the first few days.. trust me... im missing u guys too...

and to my family members... hope u guys are doin well... dun think im not missin you yeah... i might not be home sick but i am missing u guys...

LOVE SAM

first day of outing with new friends...

2006-01-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

well... this morning was suppose to wake up early for the usual stretching exercises but i missed them due to oversleeping as usual... didnt know why i had forgotten to set my alarm last night...

anyways... its snowing now and the snow thickness is from 1-3cm... yeah.. and its pretty cold too...

now im dressing up.. thinkin of how many layers to wear to protect myself from the cold... den gonna go down for branch... den ill be leaving for the girls' dorm to pick them up and go out... wah... hopefully all will be well...

Before i left canada...

2006-01-07T11:34:00.000+08:00

after prom night and all... i slacked alot.. i hardly went out though i always tried to go out as much as possible... i had servers' camp and the soccer match against LOM again... the holidays were really boring... i would try as much as possible to go out with chris and practice our music together... chris and I also had a performance at monica's house which was really screwed up.. of course i screwed up the most....

the prepapration for christmas presents were really screwed up cause i started everything from scratch... and like i distributed the presents just before i left singapore so it was super rush...

the christmas children mass was cool cause i was serving and the midnight mass was exhilerating cause everyone was dressed at their best... i oso attended christmas parties at nigel's, chai's and my godparents' houses... so had chritmas dinner and all...

i oso did shoppin for the trip and also with some of my special friends... haha...

after sunghun returned from korea, he threw 2 bbq for sikai and I who were leaving for overseas... so thx sung... yeah.. .i got dunk into the pool la though it was supposed to be ee sheng... that lucky bast***... anyways.... before i knew it.. i was at the airport gonna catch the plane.... many of my frenz who didnt come smsed me and all... den like sayin 'bye bye' to my family, relatives and friends.... thx guys for seein me off... really appreciated it though u didnt really have to come...

okay... so all these took place befor i left for canada...

its late now so ill be heading of to bed...

NEW YEAR 2005

2006-01-07T10:11:00.000+08:00

okay.. this is a super late entry... havent blogged since God knows when... haha... so sorry to ll my faithful frenz who have been comin to look at my blog now and then... ill promise to update my blog as frequently as possible now that im away from my singaporean frenz...

so now im in Canada if many of you guys dunno... well ive got to enjoy the school only cause the gurls are hot and the guys are no where near gettin a url except for me.. at least i noe all the new guys cant get any gurl for now... well.. but i must say that i havent got to noe any gurl yet la... not even one... so sad ritez... furthermore orientation week has ended already... i guess im not allowin myself to be open to the gurls... some of them have actually approached me budden im like super shy for some reason... i dunno why... on one hand i feel really good about myself... on the other.. i feel super left out on conversations... geez... well... i dunno why its like this and all but hopefully it'll be better next week...

if u guys wanna know im takin english, calculus, geometry and drama for this semester... so cool ritez... so that's wad ill be takin...

i dunno why but im startin to pick up the canadian accent here... though its like so not me to do so but its kinda easy to pick up as i speak more frequently with the locals, teachers and some of the students...

now im like wet from the hips down cause i just came from swimmin so ill be headin off to bathe ritez now... ill post one more entry b4 i sleep later...

2005-11-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

trudy & I
Prefects
meiping & I
prefects..again
kymberly & I
me, sunghun & sikai
me, shuying, sikai & sunghun
ME!
the sec4 guys

well... these are only some of the photos.. ill get them organised in a photo album and ill post it online..

grad nitex... awesome...

2005-11-24T17:02:00.000+08:00

tuesday.. woke up early morning to go jogging.. it was crazy.. started jogging at 7.45am.. den jogged all the way to toa payoh and met up with jo to jog around toa payoh... by then i was really tired cause i havent exercised for a long time.. aniwaez.. halfway joggin around toa payoh.. jo couldnt take it so we jogged back to her void deck.. luckily we werent caught in the rain.. my toes kept hurting.. den i realised i had many blisters.. it really hurt..

went home find the whole house awake and kicking.. den started doin housework.. slacked the whole day away after...

wednesday... woke up late.. rushed down to town and met up with sung hun.. den went to wisma atria to sent sung hun's camera for repair.. den we started debating to goin where next which took a super long time to come to a conclusion to...

in the end, went down to bishan j8 to buy my ear rings and have lunch.. den went school to pick up sung hun's mcq.. he got 38/40... or at least around there after i 'marked' his paper... im really glad for him.. its a sign that he was really improved...

den quickly rushed home.. took a shower and went down to Monica@work saloon to style our hairs.. wah.. mine took 1 hour for $30.. i got a haircut, washing, rebond, and styling... super long la.. aniwaez... got home, changed and went back to the saloon to allow to hairdressers to check if our hairs got messed up after changing..

my dad fetched us to serangoon gardens cc where the graduation night was held.. wah.. everyone was gorgeous.. so exciting.. once we got there.. we started taking photos straight away.. haha... people dyed their hair and all... it was so nice... it took awhile to get the teachers to settle us down.. den the programme began..

sunghun, sikai and i were seated with 6 other ladies.. kym, meiping, wanling, shuying, peiwen and trudy.. den after the speeches, lucky draws and testimonies, we were allowed to eat.. but most of us were just takin photos.. no time to eat.. haha... everyone was like impressed with my hairdo... wah.. really malu...

after dinner was the most elegant whitleyan competition.. i was to go first for the males category.. but i believed that i put up a good fight cause i managed to enter the final round.. i was so hesitant to acutally continue in the competition cause i felt so agitated by the numerous eyes looking at me...

the final round was worst... i was again the first to go up.. wah.. damn dumb la.. initially, when i first looked at the question, my head didnt register it.. so i had to read it one more time... after answering.. i had to do a cat walk.. haha... i dunno wad i was doin la.. just anyhow wack.. do wadeva that came to my head...

anyway.. emerged in second place.. not too bad..

den after the competition.. there was the dance.. which only 10 whitleyans went to dance.. wanted to dance budden like the girls i asked all didnt want to... spoilt sport la.. so in the end took photographs until the ball ended..

after that.. went with a group of guys to play pool in toa payoh till late at night... won some lost some.. but it was fun..

got home late... sunghun stayed over.. den we were like lookin thru the photos... wah.. sung hun had so many la.. i was kind of envious.. but he kept sayin that i had lotsa attention which i felt it wasnt really true..

today.. like sleep sleep sleep like mad.. woke up like 3pm though i was awake in the morning to send sunghun off.. so today was really boring..

okok... i wanna play now so signing off..

post-exams -sianzz-

2005-11-21T15:39:00.000+08:00

wah.. after exams like really sianzz... everyday except for saturday that is...

on friday... after exams.. stayed back to distribute the class T-shirts... wah... really hectic... worst still.. like some irresponsible guys took the shirts which they did not order cause the shirts were too big for them... its not fair la.. i do all the job and all i get was nothin... i dun even get my money back la.. dissapointed with my classmates.. really frustrated... somemore some of them left even before collectin their shirts.. i have to carry so many home la.. terrible...

that evening went out with nigel and played lan... very fun.. first played battlefield... of course i was the top fragger once again... den played warcraft tower defence... wah.. almost reached the last level den die.. super suay... lost on level 37... went home and talk to jo while playing game... hahaha... haix... im so unfaithful...

on saturday... went novena early morning...den danced... so sad... only 4 people that day... but okay lor... i sucked sht.. couldnt dance properly... hahaha...

den met up with jo and went shopping.. haha... okay.. to tell u the truth... we didnt shop... we were just scouting for my prom clothes... scout like mad la... from 1pm to like 3pm like that... soemmore jo didnt mind lookin for more clothes... i was already goin to die lah... now i understand why girls can shop so long.. den went to pierce my ear... *oops*... afterwhich... went to tangs to look around at the clothings again... at tangs i broke the sad news to jo bout my studyin trip... guess i really broke her heart and all.. haix.. stupid me...

went to paragon to look at more clothes.. den decided to take a long break... at coffee bean.. wah... theirnon-coffee menu is crappy lah... bought a cup of hot coco...just drank and tried to tell jo some funny jokes cause she was lookin very sad... and at the same time i was fallin asleep... hahaha... kinda retarded...

went to pick up jo's brother, dylan, after a very very long search for 'the mcdonalds in Isetan'... haha... but it was cool... rushed down to cineleisure for the Harry Potter movie which i only paid $6 per ticket and met up with my friends to collect the ticket... everyone was like super surprised when i was with jo... hahah... aniwaex.. bought some junk food cause we didnt have lunch and all and enjoyed the movie.. the first thing jo said to me when Cedric appeared on the screens was 'wah.. he's very handsome'... diaox... wadeva la... but the movie was really really really cool... enjoyed the breath-taking moments and the enthusiasm...

after the movie.. i sent jo home with her bro of course... slept late that night.. oso dunno how..

the following day.. woke up late for mass.. got there by 9.20am.. oops... haha... aniwaez... i tot the sermon was a lil weirddidnt really see the link between the alien and the gospel.. haha.. but in the end.. i learnt that as long as u sacrifice things for other people's NEEDS.. whether you are a catholic or not... u'll go to heaven... very inspiring..

got home and slacked.. den left the house again to pick up my clothes with my mum... after buying the clothes... her pocket had a very very big hole.. haha... she blew $370 plus.. haha...but she was kind.. then she found out about my new piercing.. of course i got a 'scolding'.. worst still.. it was in a public area... omg...

den went for lunch and some investment talk which i slept in.. but not thru out... den i realised why my mum went for the talk or wadeva it was...

went home and sikai and his irritating cousins came over.. wah.. his cousins really pissed my brother off..i was on the verge of gettin ticked off as well... quickly got them out of the house...

went to meet up with siripong and gave him his cds... den bought fifa 06.. wah.. damn fun la..

today.. went national skin centre with sung hun... got my medicine and was told that my face had gotten worse but in a polite way la... den went out for lunch with him and helped him in his science... wah... i can still remember my facts.. haha... so cool.. den walked around united square to talk cock... and came home... den i was playin rakion and talkin to jo again.. didnt get to talk to her ytd... only when she asked me if i wanna go ice-skatin with her.. which i couldnt go for...

den decided to blog la...

now waiting for her call...

-end-

cough cough

2005-11-04T11:42:00.000+08:00

argh... still sick!! dun think ill get better before the Os... super stressed up.. my my.. so little time so much revision left.. think im gonna flat out soon.. ahh..

monday.. did work from morning till afternoon.. den went lunchin with JOE.. den went home and did revision on chemistry till dinner and resumed after dinner.. slept pretty late that night..

tuesday.. deepavali... sis left for China that morning.. i went to church that morning.. didnt get to see sis off.. had breakfast wtih gerard and aileeno.. went home do maths and english.. lunched and slept.. woke up to do social studies.. a very unproductive day... didnt do much.. wanted to at least finish 6-8 essays but only do 3.. haix..

wednesday.. woke up late.. rushed thru a maths revision and tried to do english compo but didnt finish.. threw that essay away... went out lunching with JOE again.. at some really good nam kee restaurant.. geez.. spent a bomb.. didnt noe it was costly.. got home to sleep.. the medicine makes me drowsy... woke up to do physics... found out that i had no more medicine.. and i didnt get better so went to see the doctor again.. doctor said i have pneumonia.. thought i was gonna be hospitalised but the doctor gave me medicine and told me to see him again this sunday... my mom completely freaked out when she heard i got pneumonia.. did more physics that night..

thursday... woke up.. did maths and english again.. ate lunch.. grandma came over but i was too tired to entertain her.. went to sleep.. woke up.. found out that she already left.. did geography.. tried to do as much as i can to see how far i could go without setting myself a target.. did three questions.. though it was very little i felt good cause i learnt pretty much..

today.. woke up at 9am.. did maths and had breakfast.. den continued doin maths.. after markin my paper.. den started using the com.. played a game on neopets.. should i play for another half an hour.. hmm.. mayb i should tll my parents return.. guess ill sleep den do bio for the day...

though ive done so little this week.. i feel that its the most fruitful week.. should have done the same for the previous weeks.. regrets..

12 and nine days

2005-10-28T21:24:00.000+08:00

ahh!! im sick.. crap.. still got 12 days to go.. like not enough time to study.. some more.. im sick.. more stressed up..

well.. it was not a hectic week.. there was something that i was very pissed at during the week.. i wrote an entry on the 25th of october.. but the entry didnt get thru.. wad the heck ritez.. i think this blogger stuff needs to improve their facilities..

monday went to town with JOE and had lotsa fun..

tuesday.. minghui's bdae.. chemistry practical was good.. except that i didnt know how to do one stupid 5 mark qn..

wednesday.. went to meet JOE again.. then got to know toa payoh... found this really cool nam kee shop.. wanna go there and try their chicken rice.. den went to skool to study..

thursday.. physics practical.. it was worst than chem but much better bio.. den studied at bishan CC.. ate a really spicy dinner..

today.. got sick from the spicy dinner... gave me my sore throat.. arghh.. den got fever and cough and all the stupid sickness.. but i must say today was really productive... did like 6 hours of study... ahaha...

tomorrow.. gonna go for 9am Novena.. den hopefully can sneak to skool without my parents knowin to have fun at our skool carnival(my first and last).. gotta spend my $10 ticket.. den hopefully get home by 1130am...

well.. gotta sleep early if i wanna get better soon.. so gdnitez..

barriers of love

2005-10-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTA!!

so tomorrow is mine.. but who really cares anywayz... well.. today is sunday.. yupp.. really splendid i guess.. im suppose to finish up an essay about family love which ive yet to finish.. i love writing.. writing songs.. if i could only turn my passion for writin songs to writing essays, it would be much easier..

yesterday.. morning.. went for Nicole Siew's grandpa's wake.. quite saddening after hearing wad had happened.. den went for Novena.. the homily was on anger and how anger is a means for the devil to enter ur life.. den went for lunch.. it was good.. la mien was very good.. esp. when the person u love most is watchin u eat.. den went shoppin for ahamd's bdae present.. got him his initial D cd.. den got home to sleep... was suppose to be attendin mass but i missed it cause i overslept.. anyhow.. went for dinner with my family at the old western hotel.. 3-course very-filling dinner.. den met up with my mum's bosses... heard some really good comments about my mum which really made me proud of her.. den got home to sleep somemore.. didnt do any work the whole day.. felt guilty *ya rite*...

today.. woke up early for 7am mass.. nigel regretted not serving the mass but i guess i didnt cause the biggest miracle happened today.. first came nick who sat with us.. den came jon.. how amazin was that.. though they were late.. it was a really good feelin to be united again.. and surprisingly.. we were seated in our usual sittin arrangement.. haha.. but sadly we didnt really communicate.. wad a waste.. but it was good.. its like the choir ppl noticed it and it was like picture perfect..

had a good breakfast with really funny jokes from nick, jon and majo.. though i didnt understand half the things they were sayin.. it was really funny..

den went to study by myself at bishan cc.. it was really successful though i had wished i had more time to myself.. den went lunchin with N.S... den returned to bishan cc to study for the next 2 hours.. and it was good.. i think.. no la.. super unproductive though i did work..

went cycling with nigel which was really wad we needed.. at least wad i needed..

den dining at grands... den come home.. sikai just came over to prepare for his exam tml.. gave him some comments which i hope will help him get good marks...

now like chattin and all...

but gotta go and work... so chow..

DONT wanna turn 16

2005-10-22T10:56:00.000+08:00

geez.. time passes really fast.. and b4 i noe it.. o lvl has arrived.. so many GREAT events have ocurred in such a short period of time..

monday... didnt go back to skool after all..

tuesday.. bio practical.. think i screwed it up.. now its all up to my p1 and p2.. ive learnt sth new.. hardwork for a short period of time doesnt mean success 4eva.. nv be complacent...

wednesday.. studied at home.. played soccer in the afternoon...

thursday.. went to skool... managed to clear my physics doubts.. den went to watch a movie with mon, nigel and nat.. flightplan... dont watch it.. it sux.. later in the evening, went to study with sung and gorden at bishan cc.. over there really peaceful.

friday.. woke up late.. den went for lunch with JO.. and studied at bishan cc again.. that place really can concentrate.. den went to play soccer.. i scored 5 goals!! top scorer.. den went to nick's place to shower... he entertained me with some of his rock songs.. damn nice la.. i just d/l them.. den went for server's meetin and carollin prac..

today.. got a wake to go to.. nicky siew's grandpa passed away so gonna pay my respects... den later meeting JO for Novena.. den gonna go study... den mass.. den havin dinner with my family tonight at some restaurant in some hotel.. to celebrate my sis and my birthdays..

DEAR FATHER.. pls bless me today as i go forth with my day.. pls bless all my loved ones..

out of school

2005-10-17T08:35:00.000+08:00

well.. friday was really boring though it was grad day and all... i was falling asleep during the grad asssembly... aniwaez... got my cert for merit for band and prefects.. yeah!!... well.. my result slip is back.. stupid results... make me feel so lousy..

got home and slept.. suppose to wake up at 6pm but overslept and woke up at 9.30pm.. wah.. den damn sianz la.. my bro oso sleepin then like no one else at home.. ate dinner with my bro after wakin him up.. a lil bit of entertainment and was on to muggin.. i must say that i was quite impress with how much i did..

woke up super late the next morning.. like around 1030am... dissapointed i was cause suppose to play tennis with sung la.. and like the whole mornin was wasted.. when it came to 230pm.. i was suppose to be at church for the closing up of the retreat i attended thru out the week.. the one week guided prayer.. but i so wanted to go for novena cause i forgot bout it in the morning... but nigel was so persistent on me goin for the retreat.. so went to the retreat la.. den mugged in church till mass..

after mass went for dinner and all.. it was quite tiring cause i was already fallin asleep in mass.. den after havin a splendid dinner with my family i took a trip to skool.. during the weekend, they were havin a prefects camp.. when i got to skool, they were in the mist of their campfire(which had no fire) and the prefects werent really jittery until i got there.. haha.. no la.. just jokin... when i got there.. i had some fun with my sec4 frenz.. den hanged out with some of the sec2s.. den we were talkin bout ghosts and all sorts cause one of my frenz was afraid of the 'ghosts' in my skool.. so i was tryin to persuade her that there isnt any in our skool.. to make matters worse, there was a funeral service held just outside our skool.. haha.. how ironic..

after campfire.. i was bored.. so i was havin a chat with some of the sec3s.. the sec2s were preparin for the nitez games..

den during the briefing of the nitez games, ahamd, ee sheng and i were cyclin round the skool... so.. after a good exercise, we went to the briefing room or wad they call the holdin room.. so was havin a good chat with the other prefects and tellin them my latest jokes which was really lame.. den like so many prefects wanted to use my mp3 cause they had to wait for so long and all.. but it was good.. i allowed them to listen to my mp3 la.. so some of the prefects were havin a good laugh at my jokes.. some of them were asleep.. den the prefects were leavin the room in pairs for the game and the room had to be really silent.. so we had to really keep quiet thogu we were scolded many times by some of the sec2s..

1130pm came... den i had to leave for home cause my curfew was at 12midnight.. den like some of them were 'desperated' for me to stay.. but i couldnt.. so told them i would entertain them some other time..

haix.. i wonder wad they would feel when i leave spore for a while..

sunday was really really boring... i was in-house the whole day.. and even worse.. it was raining cats and dogs.. horrible.. didnt get to say gdbye to my mum who left for tokyo early that morning..

went for dinner at my gramps' house.. den for rosary at jude's house.. got home to mug and fell asleep..

today is the first day of my no-skool study break.. actually had to go back to skool for the revision on bio practical.. but im damn lazy.. guess ill return later.. aniwaez.. did amaths p2 this morning... but not done yet.. guess ill finish it up b4 goin to skool...

does everything have to be based on results??

2005-10-13T11:11:00.000+08:00

its mugging period.. but its so difficult to concerntrate and study... the pressure cooker is at its 70% mark.. and in 1 month's time the finale will come.. i dunno why im thinkin so much when all i hav to think about is putting myself in front of my books and start studyin.. comin to think about it.. i spent more time forcing myself to sit in front of my table compared to studyin.. i feel like im in a frenzy..

well... the results are out for both my music and prelims examination... both horribly done.. well at least not up to expectation.. tryin to put all the hussle away and forget about my results but they keep flashin back into my mind.. and every minute, i feel like i deserve a break.. its almost like reliving PSLE.. still im lookin forward to the many things i can do after Os...

firstly, ill be doin recordings with chris for our christmas and jazz album.. den hopefully we can start performin at hotels and louges.. next would be christmas shoppin... third is peircin 2 more ear holes... forth is grad nite.. fifth is packin up my bags for canada.. well.. i guess that's the last..

argh... suppose to be like muggin now cause i pontang skool but instead im like seated in front of the com.. haix.. but the funniest thing i realised was that people has come to my outdated blog like several times... geez.. im so ashame... ahh... but wadeva...

monday was so enjoyable... well... at least monday nitez was... me and my frenz went to see michael buble's concert... he's damn good... both in the CD and on stage.. he has like a super strong voice and can sing like a wide range of notes... haha.. i really enjoyed it... even the jokes he cracked so funny... but the funniest thing was when he sang maroon 5's this love and Michael Jackson's Billie jean.. but he really inspired me to dedicate myself to music, to jazz...

currently im on a guided prayer course which teaches us two new and different methods of prayin... its really quite interestin and cool... well.. i learnt like how to be discipline when prayin... i think it really has helped me.. really encouraging... well... its only for 1 week and im already in the middle of the 'retreat' so it ends on saturday...

tomorrow is the grad assembly.. cant believe that im already graduatin out from whitley so quickly... but its cool.. i cant wait to see wads in store for us... i wished its was last week so that i would hav more time to mug...

haix.. next week marks the beginning of the practical exams with the first, biology.. its not so bad in the sense that its not together with the other t2 practicals... but the most irritatin part is that we have to wait until all the 4 batches all around singapore has finished b4 we can be dismissed.. i think its damn unfair cause im in the freakin first batch... haix...

okok... gtg mug now.. i promised myself to finish up a geography question b4 lunch.. so its now or nv...

NYJC orientation

2005-09-03T18:26:00.000+08:00

wah... NYJC is like big... but not big big... i guess its cause of the HDB flats around it... wah... good field for soccer... 1 basketball court and 2 tennis courts... i love the bandroom and the band but the conductor looks gay though married.. geez... the J1s there are like super nice and funny people..

went there this morning with sung and suling tehn met iceboy(sikai)... within my friends is like we had lotsa fun and all.. teasing and laughin... i think the people there kept staring at us.. i prefer the band practice but i wished we played more of the familiar songs... the orientation and games were not very interesting and half the time i didnt think.. but nevertheless my grp emerged as the first... yeah!!

well.. like super tired and ready to sleep.. but first a lil gaming...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOTHER +MARY!!

the beginning: prelims

2005-09-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

28th august: death of my really talented grand uncle. a good man who built a good family and instilled good values. an inspiration to many. miss him. he's like a hnother rare jazz friend of mine. geez. wish i had more of chances to speak to him.

30th august: music exam. grade 8 clarinet. kinda screwed it up. but i guess its okay. thought i was gonna fail but i guess not now. well. my accompanied pieces were not too good. but my solo piece was the best for the first time in all my exams. as usual my scales went berserk. the sight reading was good cept that it wasnt up to tempo. haix. but i guess the best part of the whole exam was the aural tests cause all my answers were perfect cept for one particular chord. i will remember it 4eva. iib. geez. wad to do. its all over. haix.

later in the afternoon went to buy like teachers' day presents with sikai. luckily, he didnt say much. mr alan auyong(SS teach)-funny 'peace' pen. mr kelvin ouyong(maths teach)-abacus. mr ken kor(physics teach)-electric sharpener. ms cheong(chem teach)-history of chemists. ms fong BY(bio teach-some book to inspire her life. mrs tan(geog teach)-wooden doll. mdm azizah(english teach)-'anger management' book.

31st august:started the day off with my english prelims. didnt take the paper on tuesday mah. so like i did some question on human relationships. wrote on my two siblings and nigel. wanted to write more budden no time. the paper2 was like super weird. dun how to grade it. sumary is wad im most afraid of.

den returned to primary school. met so many of my old mates. i started laughin when they opened their mouth cause they like super nv change at all. i guess that's good to a certain extent but most of them are still like childish and all. aniwae. played soccer and had a good chat with some of my ex-mates. yeah. den we plan to meet up during the hols and shoot pool. so cool ritez? haha.

1st sept:woke up like damn early lah for a school hol.brought my bro for breakfast. den we went shoppin together. den of course there's the LAN. so much more like brothers' day. aniwae. then went to study with N.S. den borrowed like 3 movies. yamakazi(jap action movie), initial D(based on a comic) and chicago(musical in the theatres). yah. watched like two movies when i returned home. den tired. slept.

2nd sept, today: woke up and met sung hun. as usual, i was late. ate prata. went to skool and mug. many teachs were like impressed but nothin much i guess. den played other instruments in the band room. after that did some spot check for Mr quek. smoking case again. den went to plaza sing to buy reed for sung. den went to sung's house and waited for him to pack up. den went home to prepare for servers' meeting. well now im at home blogging.

my life so boring ritez. haix. where's the inspiration??

3rd sept: haix. tml gotta wake up early for NY orientation. yawn. good nitez.

so little time so much to do

2005-08-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

havent blog for a month... i think its the longest record... well... i guess ill have more time in canada to blog since my uncle said that life there can be boring...

well... i cant possibly state all my past events and happenings in one entry, and im too lazy anyway, so ill just write down a calender of events...

july 30th: visited sung hun in the hospital who had appendix
july 31st: festspiel cum musical
august 6th: singpex competition 05(won gold!)
august 9th: national day!!
august 12th: release of chinese o lvl results(i got 6)
english oral o lvl(think i screwed it up)

well... that's about it... prelims in 3weeks time... hell of a race... my maths is like totally screwed...

many people asked me... why are u so panicky for ur os since u r goin overseas...
i replied... u must give ur best for everything that u do...

pls pray for me...

palm reading... hmm...

2005-07-18T18:37:00.000+08:00

the past week has really been stressful for me...

on wednesday night, had to finish so much homework... had 2 compres, hell lot of bio hw(as usual), and had to prepare a presentation for the next day... stayed up till 12.30am or sth like that... was really stressed out...

well... thursday had my BIG presentation to the school... sadly, only half of my materials were used... but it turned out alrite... i guess the best part of the day was the palm reading session by mrs tan(ms heather ho)... it was quite interesting... well... my palm was the first to be read... she said that my mum had a difficult labour when she gave birth to me, that i will have three girlfriends(obviously i havent had any yet), i will get married to some beautiful girl at the age of 28, will have two or three kids, that ill be rich and ill change my career three times(that's hell to many), and ill have lots of bumps in my marriage life and that i depend heavily on my parents... well im not sure whether i should believe it or not...

on friday was my chinese Os listening compre... hell... though it was the last and supposedly the easiest paper, i had difficulties with the paper... i guess that out of 10 questions, i had to reconsider 7 of them... but the outcome still seems bad after comparing the answers with my friends, but i had almost the same answers as another friend whose chinese is supposedly good... so praying that God will spare me... i guess the best moment of that day was when the guys of the WPB 'raped' ee sheng... HAPPY BIRTHDAY EE SHENG... hope u enjoyed it... haha...

okay, saturday went out to study... maths only...

on sunday, my mom lef for overseas trip again... and it was my cousin's birthday so went over to my grands' house to celebrate...

well... today was okay... except that my bio teacher started insulting herself for being a moron... i think she and my chem teacher have some hidden conflict... anyways, not too sure... sensitive issue... but for chinese tuition today was quite good cause today was mostly conversation with my tuition teacher again... surprisingly, she also knows palm reading... haha... she also predicted that ill have 2 kids and have lotsa bumps in my marriage life...

ahh... these palm reading stuff not sure if i should believe or not... how can coincidence so like that... -end here-

more pimples

2005-07-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since i blogged... i guess its cause of the stress and all... afterall... i only have 8 more weeks to PRELIMS!! its damn crap lah... i havent even received my 10 yrs for both maths... how?!?!.. still have loads of homework b4 tml comes... 2 compres and summaries and bio hw and presentation tml... i wished tml would be SUNDAY!!... haix... really stressed out...

the previous wkend... if you were wonderin where i was, i was at my prefects' camp which was suppose to be held in june budden pushed forward to july lah... it was really fun budden depressin at the same time... well, the station games were really fun cause we really whack at the prefects... felt good... den the second nitex was the cincert and the passing down... so the concert was prepared by the prefects for us lah... den we passed down to them.. as in the sec3s... den they sang for us... was so sad... wanted to cry budden couldnt... den the younger prefects all cryin... so huggies and all lah... den we had our sec4 photo taken... it was great... really unforgettable... oh yeah... they oso bought us a $115 cake... soo cool ritez... but it went to waste when we dunk the head prefects' face into the cake... haix... but we ate it in the end... den i saw Rachel, my senior lah... den i showed her hers and my generations of prefects... i think she wanted to cry... dunno lehx... she just shouted very loud and hugged me... its been awhile since we actually sat down to talk with each other... as in since sec2... mayb i should talk to her one day...

nothin much happened during that week... only that i started returning for band..

den during the past wkend... went for a competition briefing... this competition is on entreprenurship... cant even spell... hahha... aniwaex... this competition seems tougher than the previous competitions cause there were more participants... hell more... like around 80 teams... and only 6 teams enter finals... so very difficult... aniwaex... ive already started on my part... dunno whether the rest have...

for some reason... i have tons of homework this week compared to last week... but i still played soccer today... with ashley, nic, jon, lauw, nigel, nic's cousin and lauw's bro... kinda suck at it.. i guess its caused i got abssolutely no stamina... so tired now... still have to prepare for presentation tml to the skool and loads of homework....

please pray for me... whoever is out there...

back from servers' camp

2005-06-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

im so tired... didnt do very much at servers' camp... mostly shouting... didnt get to play any soccer match... watched only half of Constantine... slept during activities... freezing through the night... slept for only 5 hours... found some secret passageway in the auditorium... watched Star Wars episode 3 again... enjoyed a filling dinner...

Well... to tell u the truth... my greatest achievement during the camp is the completion of my new song... untitled still... but you can go check out the lyrics in my old blog...

the confirmation 3 retreat was really funny and exciting... though i very much attended the second day only... the skits put up by the sec 3s were really really funny... though some had no meanin to it...

okay... wanna play games now... chow...

salzburg to frankfurt to toronto

2005-06-10T14:10:00.000+08:00

man... didnt get to use the com in salzburg cause the hotel didnt have free internet... well... im currently in munich airport... been checkin my mail and other ppl's blog... leaving on plane in 1and half hours time... wah.. damn sianz -.-... words cannot express how i feel...

salzburg is beautiful... the scenery... and ppl... and the buildings... okay... just to let u noe... salzburg is the birthplace of mozart and the place where sound of music is filmed... yeah... so its a cool place... and i really mean cool... more like cold... its like suppose to be summer ritez now but it seems more like winter... its like snowin in the mountains... how crappy is that...

went to mozart's houses and learnt about his history... did u noe he wrote 125 books of songs... thats hell lot of stuff man... from operas to concertos... WOW!! among all the musicians durin his time... he travelled the most... yeah... partially its cause of his dad... so i spent one whole day on mozart only... hahah... he's like soo cool lor...

den went for a sound of music tour whereby they show u the places where the movie was shot... so yeah... haha.. hollywood is so smart... they combined many places into one... we were oso shown other places like the mountains and the lakes... oh... did u noe that salzburg is built on a mountain... yeah... so its like cold cold cold... the tour guide was really funny and knowledgeable... 90% of salzburg's popuplation is catholic... hence there are like 320 catholic churches in salzburg... or sth like that... cant remember if my facts are right... and like the only reason why the church was built so tall is cause no house nor buildin is allowed to be higher than it... hahaha... bet u didnt noe that... the churches are really gorgeous... its like built in many styles... from gothic to baroque... from middle ages to now... u can really tell that they are really old...

okay... den had a beautiful dinner last night... austrian dinner... haha... its like only a 3 course meal yet it was so filling... the king of austria, frany joseph the first, has 9-13 course meals in 45 minutes lah... and my 3 course meal took like 2 hours... no more than that...

tried to do shoppin but it was difficult cause the shops close really early and the prices are XXX... yeah... hahaha... and most of the time my family stayed in the hotel cause it was so cold... and it was like when we left the hotel... the sun was up... but when we return to the hotel around 7pm... the sun was still there... cool ritez... well that's wad summer is all about...

this mornin had to wake up at 4am to catch the coach at 5am... haix... feelin sleepy...

hopefully my next entry will be from canada itself...

last hours in vienna

2005-06-07T15:14:00.000+08:00

oh vienna, oh vienna
we have yet so many memories with thee
till when will i see u, vienna
my heart so sad as i leave

okay... enough of bullshit...

so yeah its like my last few hours here b4 i leave for salzburg... yeah... juz realised that i missed lotsa things here after lookin thru the tourist guide... should have plan b4 comin... haix... wad to do... if u gotta go, u gotta go... mayb next time...

well... ytd we spent like the whole day in the schumß palace(not sure of spellin), otherwise known as the summer palace... we spent like a total of 6 hrs... it was another gorgeous museum.... there were like 46 rooms or sth like that... it was just b-e-a-utiful... haha... den later went to a bakery in the palace compounds to learn how to make apple strudel... its like really cool lah... the guy did it so effortlessly... but i think its really difficult... ah.. wadeva... aniwae i brought back te receipe... anione interested?? to tell u the truth, ive nv wipe up a meal or a dish...

den returned to the hotel to sleep sleep sleep... wah... suppose to go to some high class restaurant... budden is like my dad and bro slept like babies so my mum decided not to go... so my mum, sis and I went to a nearby cafe and had dinner... wah the whole place is like smoky...

den went to sleep...

yeah... have to leave cause got some other guy wanna use... okay... chow... dun think i have another chance to use again...

here in vienna

2005-06-06T14:02:00.000+08:00

sad to say its like my last day here in vienna b4 i leave for salzburg... i bought loads of chcolates... many many... oh yeah.. and guyz... the gurlz are really really hot... from the waitresses to the drivers to the performers.... almost every single lady here is därjeü...

ytd was quite cool... we started off with a nice morning walk to the cathedral.... i think its the st. stevens cathedral... its huge... and supposedly 860 over yrs old... its kinda cool.... i mean the structure of the cathedral.. its very gothic... and the buildin is just huge... we had to go there for mornin mass... den we went for a tour on a carriage... around vienna... it was just b-e-a-utiful... yeah... den we had lunch.. i had langsania(dunno how to spell)... the servin was really huge... i couldnt finish it... afterwhich... we went for a tour in the catacombs... it was juz so cool... you could like see all the bones as in real and the reason why they are there was because of the different plagues and events that happened during the dark ages... yeah... my brother freaked out... as we where walkin along the streets... there were many buskers... from breakdancing... rappin and even puppeteerin... we also dropped by at a chocolate store known as manner... it was like totally pink.... everythin was pink... well not everythin but mostly pink... their chocolates were just gorgeous.... haha... after buyin the chocolates... we went to a museum... it was of the royal palace... there where like thousands of rooms... and the utensils were shiny and all... the later part of the museum was about the late empress elizabeth aka sissi... yeah... so the whole tour was like really long... the tour was close to 3hrs... however we couldnt finish the tour cause we went there 'late'... at 3pm...it closes at 5pm lah.. aiyo... really long the tour... den later we when to the rose garden... hahaha... so many flowers... more like many roses... it was like omg.... den... we went back to the hotel to prepare for a concert...

yeah.. the concert was at dunno where lah... but there was a really nice garden... and the garden was just huge.... the concert was dedicated to johanne strauss... a famous composer in the romantic period... his pieces were really soothin... by the time we returned to the hotel it was really late... like around 11pm... the only reason why it was late is cause i slept at 7pm the previous night... jetlack...

okay... got to leave here... already starving....

from vienna, austria

2005-06-05T14:30:00.000+08:00

This is my second time in europe... and hell... its totally different from singapore... they have free intenet service!!! how cool is that... aniwaez... im trying to get used to how they design their keyboard cuase its totally different from us... after awhile i hav to stop and think which button is where... their blogger site is oso different... it took me awhile to find this page... and they oso dun hav the other functions such as colour....

well... took a 13 hrs flight here via dubai... flew emirates... first time too... i think SIA is such better cause they dun hav games for teens... the movies are like really great... such as hitch, son of the mask, the pacifier, robots and many more... but i think that the comedy shows are the best...

vienna is totally cool... so many old buildings and all... its kinda impossible to describe them cause they are soo old... yeah... didnt find any prezzies yet cause ytd was raining mad and we were freezing to death... they have like rows of shops... however mostly were for house decos... yeah... and restaurants... their starbucks is also way awesome... in singapore u can like only find like 1 set of cushioned furniture... however, here is like 10 sets of cushioned furniture.... haha... so yeah... actually slept in starbucks for the first time... cool... and they have like really large windows that overlooks the streets...

they oso hav like many kinds of transports... there are the cars, taxis and motorcycles of course... den there's the buses, the trains... and one more trams... like totally london style... yeah... so many ways... oh yeah.. there's oso the bicycle lane... i guess its cause the residential site is near the city so bicycles are a healthy way of transport here...

the local people here all speak german.. even the signboards are all in german... yeah... the people here range from locals to asians... and is like the people are oso sick to a certain extend too... they keep making out so openly like its nobody's business... its like their culture... hahaha... u can see like a couple in the middle of nowhere just doin it... haha... oh yeah... and their parks are like really cool... it stretches along the river so its kinda sweet...

the weather here is really chilly... so my fingers are really numb... cant really type properly...

have to go for mass soon...

hopefully can post some pix...

my last entry b4 my trip

2005-06-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

my new shoes
yes!!! its finally completed... thx lots nigel!! a great job well done... sadly... the shoes are getting too small for me... hahaha... im such a loser... hey nigel... have fun on ur trip... rememeber to get me a new pair... ill do the paintin u do the graffiti...

maj's bdae party
maj's bdae party was really fun... haha... played soccer, bowling, pool, and watched movie and cooked... haha... i think the most memorable moment was the beach... it was really cool... though it was dirty... picked seashells... played cards... i think one think which was missing was the singin... hahaha... dunno why oso... thx loads maj for the party... really had fun... thx for the invitation...

band
lotsa conflicts croppin up in band... i lay my trust in the Lord to solve them... may the Lord use me as an instrument of peace...

competition
another competition is coming up... haix... sadly i wont be in singapore... done all i can already for the team... hope that they will do well without my presence...

vacation
okay guyz... ill try to get all ur sourvenirs if possible... will try my very best... pray for my safety... thx... haix... think ill play a lil TCM b4 i leave....

good luck for ur nationals...

chinese Os are over... See you guys again in November for Chinese Os...

2005-05-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

Chinese Os...
well... today were the chinese papers... its really painful cause paper 1 was fairly easy but paper 2 was the killer... i couldnt like do 2 sections of the paper 2... how bad is that... just realised that i muz really do well for oral and listening if i wanna pass... haix... my aim was a b3... now its a c6... feels like im facing failure...

Vacation...
just to let you guys noe... ill be leaving this friday at 3am... so if u wan ur prezzies... please inform me if not none for you...

New Shoes...
Im not exactly getting new shoes but nigel is willing to paint my white pair of shoes for me with the word 'BONG' by the side... how cool is that... cant wait to find out...

Schooling...
haix... i have skool this week... that sux man...

"Outings"...
i wanna go out... tml suppose to go out with church frenz... sad to say... got music lesson and chinese tuition... haix... at least i can look forward to wednesday... cant wait for the chalet... planning to go out on thursday... budden with who??

Baby, have some trustin', trustin'
When I come in lustin', lustin'
Cause I bring you that comfort
I ain’t only here cause I want ya body
I want your mind too
Interestin’s what I find you
And I'm interested in the long haul
Come on girl

4 more days to mocking the exam...

2005-05-16T12:25:00.000+08:00

juz returned from my 3-hours chinese tuition... the pressure cooker is on... its like just 2 more weeks to the chinese Os... haix... got lotsa hwking to do... glad that my midyears are over but dun think ill do very well for it... today is marking day... so no skool... wow... its seems that this whole month out of the 5 mondays... im only attendin 2...

dunno whether can go out with sung later on... i wan to but i dun wan to either... haix... stressed...

hoping...

stressed!!

2005-05-10T12:33:00.000+08:00

im already in the mist of exams... really fast... 2 more weeks to chinese Os and 3 more weeks to 'bye bye singapore'... this is really no joke... how am i to keep up with time...

ytd was my chemistry and a maths... 2 horribly done paper... studied almost all the wrong chapters for chem... luckily i did study electrolysis... hopefully that will give me a boost in my results... a maths was really tough... glad im not the only one that suffers...

today... physics... really great... not sure why everyone, well almost everyone, is so uneasy about the paper... i think its really easy... not really but easy...

still got lotsa intensive stuff to study... the week seems long but it always end so quickly...

im happy...

exams... less than a month...

2005-05-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

well... its the exam week... well... not exactly... resume exams next week... taken my english, chinese, ss and maths 1... well... relatively easy papers i guess.... not wad i expected... nothin much lately... been studyin hard... and busy...

seems like my sec4 fellow mates are stressed... wanna show them some comedy stuff budden dunno how...

less than 30 days to chinese Os... kinda prepared... hopefully by that time, ill be fully prepared... well... its really late and i have to go... please pray for me to be strong thru this year... really wanna do well and make my parents and frenz proud of me... thanx...

won more competitions... but there is the down side...

2005-04-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

Doing well in 2 more competitions
on friday, there was the stamp competition and the creative science competition... i got gold for the stamp entry i sent in individually... second best... but i really got to thank my teacher mr auyong who really helped me alot... THANK YOU MR AUYONG!! oso recieved a $100 special prize...

on friday was the creative science oso... well... it was a grp thing... consisting of kym, meiping, sikai, me and mr ken kor... the objective was about designing something to protect our environment using our creativity and innovation... the day started off with a seminar by this doctor who is a chairman and he looks jap but i think he's from bangkok... dunno lah... aniwaex... he gave us a really interestin talk and showed us lotsa creative projects he did... then we started with the competition in the afternoon... we brainstormed and came out with the idea of using our body as an alternative source of energy... well... i wont go into detail cause its alot to type... den we were chosen as the top 5 teams... we emerged as the runner-up team cause i guess its nv been actually tried b4... well i dun blame them... the 1st was a project of combining HEP with reverse osmosis... of course no one has thought of it b4... actually we have further plans for this project... but we have to wait till our Os end...well... we were recognised as the most feasible project...

Been very busy with life and all... especially when the Os are coming up.. worst still.. my june holis will be really packed up and stuff... really tough to study during june... haix... dunno lah... den gonna aply for another skool in canada... lotsa crazy stuff goin on... hectic... pls remember me in ur prayers...

really nice to noe u ... hope u will open up more...

WON the competition... saw the musical...

2005-04-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

Sound of Music competition
i went down early to YMCA around 4pm... den we started the rehearsal... at 6pm round there we left for suntec... the finals were supposed to be held outside at the fountain of wealth but due to rain, it was held indoors... the first group started off as the opening item... den our item was the very last... luckily ours was the last... if not we wouldnt have the confidence... the first group was really good... their vocals and all really gave them the marks... they sang different chords and their singin was really strong...

during the announcing of the results, the judges said that deciding the winning group was really tough... the score was actually a tie... they actually had to invite another judge to help judge the winner... surprisingly, we won to our very delight... the winner for captain was dwayne... some malay guy my brother got to know kinda well... and the winner for maria was a eurasian lady... sadly, iris didnt win... but she still got the opportunity to go austria... we also had free tickets to go see the musical...

The Musical of Sound of Music
WOW!! the show was really great... 4.5 star rating... if u watched the movie, u should all the more watch the musical... 2 different experience.... really really great... new songs and the staging is really cool... a must watch... i really enjoyed it to the fullest... really touching...

The day after the competition
didnt go to skool... was really tired... had a full 14 hrs of sleep... really felt good after that... i only went for band...

Today
went for band in the morning... den had lunch with sung... bought a new comic... Shaman king... I think i bought the wrong version... its in fan ti zhi... den came home and nap till 8 plus... have to do lotsa stuff... so no more time to fool around...

yeah... finally got a chance to talk to you... hope to get to know u better... alot better... really glad... u make my day...

how does a depress man bring joy to his family when he can't bring joy to himself

2005-03-31T21:12:00.000+08:00

All that is history
As i look back since i entered whitley, i laugh at all my sillyness and stupidity and the joy that has brought me here today... being in whitley is definitely better than being at CHS for some reason... sadly, this is my last year in the skool... so tryin to leave a mark, if not a scar, on this skool b4 i leave... i will definitely miss lotsa stuff...

The past few days
My mom has been coming and goin out of town recently... feeling uncomfortable... i feel that i really need to buck up, to pull up my socks... but nothin seems to be happenin... every passin day seems to be wasted though it might be full of joy...

Today
left skool early today cause i wasnt feelin well... my frenz oso said that i looked very pale and stuff... so came home early and had a good rest... still... havent done anythin useful yet... except for doin my project work... i postponed my music lesson to next friday since this month has 5 fridays... so hopefully im given ample time to prepare for lesson next week and that ill make tml useful... ive set up my clarinet but havent started practising... i think after this ill do so... i wanna start doin my ten yrs for sciences... but hesitating...

future
I dunno wad to expect tml...

This tinglin feelin... growing stronger yet so fragile... lovin u not knowing u... unexplanable... can someone help me???

March holidays... and all that jazz... Into the finals...

2005-03-22T21:14:00.000+08:00

March Holidays
Well, my march holidays were really packed up... every morning, i had rehearsals for the Sound of Music competition... then I also had band practices on Monday, Wednesday and Thursday... Then, I still had to do my holiday homework, which was really tidious...

Monday... kinda slacked on that day...

Tuesday... had tuition with joseph... then studied that night...

Wednesday... Had tuition in the afternoon...

Thursday... didnt go for rehearsal that morning cause i had band Xchange with some schools... they were St. Joseph Convent, IJ TP, Chong Boon, and another school(forgotten the school)... I saw aileeno there... so wasnt that all bored... her band is superb lah... so much better than ours... then went back to school and played table tennis with sung hun... i finally won sung lah... after much desperation... then studied with sung and guoming... felt good after that cause i really pia for an hour and a half...
that nitez... went for penitential service... after which, felt damn good cause i confessed everything lah...

Friday... after rehearsal went to John's house for makan... Nick, Brendan, Ashley, and Aileeno... then Nigel came over to play table tennis... we had fun until i injured my hand... cause i was gonna smack the ball then i didnt see the window... so wacked into the window at the same time... OUCH!!!.... but the smack was successful... aniwaez.... quickly returned to John's house for help... havent heal until now...
that evening went to the club to workout and swim...

Sound of Music competition (Heats)
Saturday... went down to Suntec to support the other group that was participating in the competition as well... I saw Pamella there... then like her grp was really splendid... there were three groups that day and because only one group is allowed to enter the finals... her grp entered the finals... so the other grp lost... Our teacher, Iris, who took part in the solo heats got in the finals as well...

Sunday... my group was taking part in the competition on that day... so was really anxious of course... then I had to show that my group is good... so I told my group that we really have to do well to help the other group take revenge... there were 7 groups taking part... so competition was really tight... but still, we managed to pull through into the finals... yeah!!!... the competition means alot to me cause i wanna take this girl out to the musical so must win... and i also get free tickets to Salzburg, Austria for free... so is an opportunity that i must really grip onto... and never let go...

Aniwaez... the finals is kinda far so i had better concentrate on my work before the finals draw nearer and i have lesser time to study...

My life.
studies is okay... havent got my results for term 1 back yet so praying...

YOU seem so hard to get... dun even know you yet... well.. i must sooner or later...

.over and out.

march holidays...

2005-03-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

I hate to say this but bloggin has suddenly become a chore to me... I guess its my laziness and stuff...

Whitley 40th Anniversary Rock Concert
on saturday, 14.3.05., it was like the worst concert i had all my life... haix... I guess cause i screw it up... well... didnt expect lotsa stuff to go wrong... i kept fumbling... and dun think my singin was all that good and stuff... well... its was my first guitar performance so expected it... even the sound check wasnt all that good... ee sheng and I sang 'Stand by me' by Oasis, 'Obviously' by McFly and 'Amazing kiss' by BoA... well... It was kinda scary singin and playin on my guitar at the same time... it was craZy...... but my frenz said it was good.. i guess they meant 'you tried... maybe next time you'll do better'... quite sad cause the ppl i invited didnt come... but its alrite... i still had frenz there for me... the worst was Paul, who has a rock band, from my church was there... I think he felt that the performance was okay only...

on that same day, b4 the concert, MVP, michelle, MVP's fren, ee sheng and I went to watch Hitch... It was hell funny and hell sad... but funnier and sad... I reccommend that ppl should watch... i'd give it 4.5 stars...

after the concert, i went for dinner with guo ming and sung hun... we ate at the food junction in cineplex... den we went home together with MVP and pearlyn... then we started foolin around in the MRT... it was embarassing but... wadeva...

Sunday(Mon's bday)
Happy BIRTHDAY MON!!! i mean happy belated bday... okay.. ytd was mon's bday... we celebrated by watchin 'Lemony Snicket's A series of unfortunate events'... well.. its was okay... surprisingly ben mao didnt really enjoy the movie.... we took neoprint and stuff... den we went our separate ways...

on that same day, I watched 4 other jap movies... well... two were the same movie... it was kinda stupid lookin down at the subtitles constantly but the movies were cool... so afraid that i have gotta wear specs soon...

Today
Well... I went for the SOM(Sound of Music) rehearsal cause the competition is like on Saturday... den went for band.. den after band we played table tennis for awhile... walao... sung hun kept insulting me lah... sayin i cannot play well and stuff... and kept sayin 'Your mother teach you ah...'... he was damn lame lor... couldnt stand it so i insulted he back lah... and then shoutin out his secrets and stuff... every time i got so close to winnin him, some how he would make a come back... it sux... then he kept comparin me to daniel... fine lah... i lost to daniel one round cause i wasnt concentrating... den i got closer to him than daniel did den he says im lousier... haix... wad to do... do nothin lor...

have not started on any holiday hw so wanting to start now...

cant get you off my brain...

long time no blog... dunno whyy... i think cause of Os

2005-03-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

the last entry was 19/1... that's a long long time ago... well... didnt really access in the comp. for a long time... been busy with study... even if i had the chance to use the comp, i used it only to check my email and stuff... so didnt get to play and stuff...

its already the third week of lent... yeah... that long... and i dunno whether i have repent for the better...

YMC... youth music connection... sounds like sports connection ritez... duh... budden its a new youth ministry we started this year to use music to connect with God... interestin ritez... yeah... dunno how much progress with made since the beginnin of the year though... headed by shaun wellesley...

already composed 1 song this year... working on 2 ritez now... fruastration....

dance... ive not been goin for classes for 2 months liaox... and ive only visited dance arts once this year... nothin has really changed... only that ive not been goin... think im out of touch...

break-dance... okok... my crew hasnt been practising since the first week of skool... guess cause we have no place to practice(anyone any ideas?) and of all the tests and all... suppose to dance for prefects' invest. budden they said no... haix...

prefects' invest... it was cool cause i had my fun with the guests... budden the ceremony was boring... haix... my crappy teachers dun let us dance.... wad to do??? hope they come to realize that we need action... budden the video was cool... more of cute... the principal wasnt too happy... but its our invest... hahaha... she cant do anythin bout it... went to ST.Nicks and ST.Theresas... for their invest of course... ok lah.. it was cool... however this year st.nicks not really game... oso not really sociable... ST.Theresas was cool... though their invest as boring as ours... but yeah.. had fun there with the gurlz...

studies... well... its alrite... not too bad i muz say... for most lah... budden some muz really buck up... well.. ive pulled up my socks to work for the better... hahaha...

band... everythin is very much ok... we've got a wild goose chase comin up... this sat... for the members to chill... budden like not everythin is prepared so kind of a problem there... our progression is good but i think we are slowin down.. have a feelin that we are gonna get bronze... but as they always say... aim high fall low... i hav faith in u ppl...

whitley 40th anniversary... cause its my skool's 40th anniversary, we are havin a concert... at the youth park... on 12 march... i dunno wad time lah... budden juz be there... ill be singin 3 songs... alot ritez? yeah i think so too... budden we are ready... so remember must come and support me... hahaha...

Sound of music... the musical comin to singapore ritez??? so they are actually havin a competition lah... den there's this lady who has formed a grp of 7 kids to take part... and im one of them... the competition like during the march holidays... so ill be takin part in the competition... 1st prize is a trip to austria, europe... cool ritez??? so muz win first prize...

O level... well... i noe my schedule... so juz waitin for time to past... of course studyin hard to lah... so plz pray for me and all the o lvl candidates this year that we will do our best...

personal issues... well... truthfully speaking... i juz threw my face... so thats kinda bad... feelin like a loser kid... hahaha... budden it makes me stronger... well... u noe sometimes you juz gotta do stupid things... its juz one of the stupid things i did... YOU are a waste of my time... hahaha... well... i dunno wad im getting myself into nowadays...

ok... thats very much evrything bout my boring life... thats that... so checking out//

today is wednesday... yesterday was tuesday... tomorrow is thursday...

2005-01-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

didnt do much in skool... but was really tired... kept sleepin in between lessons... really couldnt keep my focus... so goin to sleep after this entry... not even pack my bag but ill do it tml... den oso got geog test... hahaha... sikai damn suei sia... he studied those that didnt come out... hahaha... but the test was fairly simple though i saw e2 havin lotsa zeros for their first question.. it was kinda scary... but i think i can pass... haha... my mum is gonna get me for this...

had some kind of scoldin that my prefects com members and i gave to the prefects... felt really bad after that... but i got some sense into their heads... sorry guys... didnt wanna hurt ur feelins... den oso had chinese tuition... wah... looks like every chinese tuition will be extended to 7pm... hahaha... but it was ok... dunno why i didnt feel sleepy... haha.... i was late for tution and i lied... so feelin kinda bad... mayb thats why... tuition hw is really sufficient for my B for chinese so hopefully i will do better... hahaha... pushin myself for the Os but i dun seem to budge... Lord please dun stress me... i wanna study but i keep walkin way... okok... enough of crap yeah?

ytd the sec1s came for their first band prac... it was cool... i hav 4 juniors... hahaha... i think im a good teacher cause i already taught them C to G... hahaha... okok... it was fun...

tml... goin to NYP for some open house... gonna see my uncle as well who works there... hahaha... cant wait...

i in luv pressure... if that's how u put it...

3rd week into skoolin... O lvls, wah, damn pain...

2005-01-18T12:43:00.000+08:00

today monday blues sia... slept like half of double physics... dunno wad my teacher was showing... sth on electromagnet... wah... damn tough to understand... so slept lah... den got my physics test back... so depressin lor... cant believe i didnt get an A... got a B only... that sux... hahaha... then chem so fun... i feel that chem is gettin interestin by the week... dunno why oso... there's an urge for me to study chem... excited bout the proficiency test for both physics and chem by really need to study hard lah... hahaha...

today had games for band though today not suppose to hav band... hahaha... den oso kanna wet... first by geraldine, den by daryl, den sung hun, den shuying and peiwen, den the sec2s, den last and the worst was gladys... wah, i even got into a fight with gladys... not exactly a fight but more like a struggle... haha... aniwae... had lotsa fun... yeah!!! got 22 new members got band... hahaha... den they say will get more... so exciting... hahah....

restarted my chinese tuition... found my old chinese tutor who got me a B for Chinese PSLE so hopefully can get a B again.. but got to study really hard... so i need to ay my hands on all the help i can get... den oso studyin with nicole for like every saturday... so glad to hav an actual study partner... hahaha... den tok a lot of crap oso...

O lvl is like 9 months and 2 weeks time... its so far yet so fast... need to push myself... so gonna get out of the com and start studyin for the day... so checkin out!

New Year... First day of skool....

2005-01-04T13:00:00.000+08:00

New Year's Eve to New Year's Day... ...
Spent my time in Nick's house from 4pm to 2am... celebrated the new year with my frenz and stuff.... we popped the sparkling wine... hahaha... and did other stupid stuff... we also watched two spectacular movies... one was money not enough(or sth like that... it was a local movie) and the other was you got served... you got served is a super duper cool movie... i nv regret watchin that... its bout street dancin and battlin... like wad happened at ashley's house durin the night of my confirmation... its super cool... den we waited for midnight to pass... the new year... den every1 started huggin and er... u noe lah... after which, we danced and had fun... walked home with edwin and theodore... kinda creepy... had no more buses den...

den on that evenin of new year... my family borrowed some movies and that night we had a movie marathon... we watched you got served and honey... both are bout dancin and its super duper cool... the songs are gr8... the music is gr8.... everythin is just gr8 bout the movies...

First day of skool...
Struggled to get out of bed.. took like 15 mins lah... den... went to skool sleepily... wah... first thing entered skool already so noisy...guess its cause everyone was gatherin for assembly... doin side gate in the morning... wah.. damn sian lah... like got no one come from back gate lah... aniwaez... returned to class... den when i stepped into class... like got only one seat available cause everyone else was in class already... had to seat in front of the teachers' desk... between kym and sikai... the timetable has gone mad... but im glad im not in sec 3 this year... they have to stay back on tues and thurs for lessons till 330pm lah... hahaha... damn suei.... we kinda lucky lah... this year end at 2pm from monday to thurs... den friday end earlier... it seems like the rest of the classes all end like 1.20pm every day except for fridays... but i guess its better than last year.... now the skool has turned into a 5 day week... means that saturday there is supposedly no CCAs... but band wants to continue practice on saturdays for SYF... so we are havin it from 9am-12pm... that's good cause i can actually go home and study... den go for evenin mass... glad that i have no more cat classes...

english now got banding... its quite good cause my teacher is mdm azzizah... well... i only noe the classes with the good teachers are e1, e3, e4... they say that there will be a re-bandin after the midyear.... for sciences, ms cheong told us that there's gonna be a proficiency test of last year's studies to this year's studies... so really got to tie up my hair and start studyin for it... but i think revision should be ok lah... no pressure... so gonna really push myself from now on... chinese is my earliest paper so gotta push it... wanna get a B4 for Ós... i think thats possible... emaths started learnin already.. damn fast lah... den chemistry and bio oso started... im gonna have a bio test on wad i learnt today lah... so kinda horrible... ive yet to prepare for english... the best thing is that there's no amathes for a long time cause my emaths teacher oso teachin amaths... so he said that he wanna do emaths first and finish it off... so that he can start on amaths lah... so ive got time to revise for amaths which is a very good thing... however... my very first and big assignment is the discipline talk which is on thursday and friday and i have to and up the proposal by tml... wah.. that sux...

gtg.. buaix//

My Christmas this year

2004-12-28T04:30:00.000+08:00

The day before Christmas Eve... ... I was feelin kinda down... i oso couldnt uderstand why... but i juz wasnt in the christmas spirit... and i juz wasnt prepared for the coming of Christ... i wanted to do sth about it but i juz couldnt...

Christmas Eve... ... I woke up to the morning lookin forward to the party... suppose to play soccer with nick and john... but my mum wanted me to stay home and prepare for the party... so i did that... throughout the afternoon... i felt that the Christmas spirit was growin stronger in me... i guess it was a good sign... went to chruch later for 6pm Children's mass... it was cool... nathan's first time as the thurifer...my brother's first time on the boat(they did thurifer and boat during my confirmation)... the mass went well... minor screw-ups but can close one eye... the party started and 8pm... only gabriel feng and nathan was here... kinda sad... a lot of food was laid out on the table... but i told myself that there would be more comin so not to worry... slowly... the party had more and more ppl... and soon i had 10 guests on my hands... though it was really not expected, we still had lotsa fun... keith really entertained us with his hilarious jokes... we drank to our hearts' content... but none of us were drunk lah... 11.30pm arrived... everyone left together for midnight mass... except for me cause i had to take care of my brother... he didnt wanna go at first... den my mum persuaded him to go.. but when he decided to go, i didnt wanna go... so both of us didnt go in the end... hahaha... stupid ritez... got nigel to help me deliver my presents... so thx nigel... cause i didnt go i slept in...

Christmas!!! woke up at 630am to attend mass at 7... after which i went for breakfast with my frenz... while leavin the coffee shop, i had a change of $0.10... den i wanted to tell the aunty to keep it as a Christmas present... den i said in Chinese:"sen re kuai le!" which means happy bdae... so i malu mah... den i quickly walk away.. haha... john went home, nigel went to thomson plaza, nick and i went to nick's place to sleep... suppose to wait for nigel.. budden he had to send some ppl home... so he told me to go home first... so i went home and i was invited by my loving parents with a 'Merry Christmas, son!'... we went to my mum's grands' place for lunch and stuff... den went to my dad's grands' place to chit chat... came home for a family dinner.... den we watched 'white christmas' and opened up our prezzies at the same time... at 10pm...i met nigel to collect my prezzies that were given to me by some of my church frenz... we sat at the park and talked about everythin... went home at 1145pm and celebrated my last few minutes with my family....

Boxing day... woke up late... so went for 11am mass with my family.. den went for lunch, tea and dinner... wah... it was food festival... felt bloated at the end of the day...

that's the way my Christmas ended... well... not exactly cause Christmas lasts for 12 days... but who really notices nowadays....

today is the 27 of nov... wanna finish my chinese holi hw so i can go mon's house to party//

a true christams to me...

2004-12-22T16:03:00.000+08:00

Have yourself a merry little christmas
Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Let your heart be light
From now on, our troubles will be out of sight
Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Make the yuletide gay
From now on, our troubles will be miles away
Here we are as in olden days
Happy golden days of yore
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more
Through the years we all will be together
If the fates allows
Hang a shinning star upon the highest bough
And have yourself a merry little Christmas now
Here we are as in olden days
Happy golden days of yore
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more
Through the years we all will be together
If the fates allow
Hang a shinning star upon the highest bough
And have yourself a merry little Christmas now

i wanna have a merry christmas but why??? we all have gone our separate ways... but im still left at the crossroads... waitin and prayin for a miracle... but i guess it will never come true.. where do i start? no true frenz no more... im juz... lost... i dun feel at home no more...

Merry Christmas to one and all... And a Happy New Year...

a new chapter

2004-12-21T04:30:00.000+08:00

my very first entry on this blog... i created a new one because i believed that i have ended a chapter in my life and i am about to start a new chapter, a new journey with God...

well... as most ppl noe, im really into music... sth i cant live without... ive decided that i dun wanna just enjoy music... i wanna live with music and walk with music.. but how do i live with music.... that's sth i wanna find out... so my journey with music begins...

i am currently tryin to compose a meditation song about who Jesus is to me and to others... really difficult cause i dunno the chords and stuff... so its like kinda a capella... singin without the help of instruments... its a challenge... but i believe it will be fun...

there's also the new ministry in my church that is devoted to music... we havent had our first meetin but im lookin forward to it... Shaun W is our leader... that's good cause he is really enthu when it comes to music so i believe that he will make a good leader...

had my 2-star kayakin course recently... it was really gr8 though i went for the course by myself... made new frenz... yea!! glad i can go for expedition now... hahaha... cant wait for the first...

today... went shoppin with my band frez, daniel, daryl and leeying... it was fun cause we were teasin daryl and i bought lotsa stuff... my frenz hardly bought anythin... but i was glad that they came to keep me company... in the evenin... we went to watch the philharmonics concert... wah... it showed me the 21st century sort of music... chaotic music... but it was nice...

have to sleep early cause i got band tml and i dun wanna but late and kanna punishment//

testing

2004-12-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

testing...1, 2, 3...