Thursday, July 13, 2006

wahh... its like one day left to exams...

just woke up... AHH... listening to my favourite song... its in jap though.. haha... but i got the song from a school drama that i've been watchin recently... its about these bunch of students from the worst jap sec school tryin to get into university... and its so cool because the drama really inspires me to study... haha... and the song too...

tml's exams... wah... i wanna get full marks... cause i know its within my reach... i have almost covered everythin from front to back... after the few chapters i have to go thru today... and a last review... i know ill be ready... hard... simple... challenging... any kind of questions... i would do... after today.. i just need a good night's rest... was just chatting with xaiver.. haha... encouraging each other... i guess that was somethin i needed very much... for some other student to come along and encourage me... i guess that's the importance of friendship too... i need the support and he needs the support... talkin bout best of the best also... looks like he is also fired up to get best of the best... i dun really care bout the awards... instead... i wanna improve myself... to take myself to the next level... to get this far and to improve myself is the hardest thing to do... but never impossible... the pimples are a sign..

whenever i think about the day i return to singapore... i just think of so many things... its crazy... but when i snap back to reality... it feels like im still so far away.. wad is this weird sensation... its driving me kinda crazy... and its definitely showing... wahh... i miss my peeps..

argh... why am i given this 'sickness'.. why did God give it to me... i wanna know why... sometimes... its just so difficult for me to accept... but i try everytime i pray... i wish i never had anythin to worry about... well... i guess that's impossible because a life without worries is a dream...

<$hilarie$> @ 9:49 PM

- b r e a k d a n c e ;

the world cup is over... portugal lost... haixx.. it was a dissapointing match... italy won the world cup... the headbutt from zidane was retardly funny...

time to move on...

for the past few days... have been mugging hard for finals... this weekk... i screwed my econs... one dumb mistake was all i needed to make myself miss my goal of 98... argh... pissed... frustrated... even if full marks was achieved in the finals... i wont make it far... wadeva... its over... though my potential is the top... the sky is my aim... my goal... improvement in chemistry has spurred me to be top in class...

but complacency can be suicidal... hardworking is my key to success..

its 845pm... wad am i doin... slackin away... should be mugging now... quite difficult... no space in the study room... geez... how... wad i am to do.. working in front of the computer is like makin no progress... should i take a break since there's no school tml??

i guess not...

argh... a week away yet it feels like a year... mayb more... so close yet so far... wad should i do to keep my mind away from my heart?? i guess i cant...

2 more days to freedom... quickly pass so i can get out of my own cage... my own jail...

*bubble*... guess ill snack before study...

peace O

<$hilarie$> @ 8:47 AM

- b r e a k d a n c e ;

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